Because of the unpaid vacation from work, I decided to go back to Taiwan for two weeks. I already called my travel agent last night and had everything arranged. I will be departed on Oct. 5th. Apparently, it was a good time to travel because the airline ticket will be cheaper if departed on and after Oct. 5th. I don't plan on doing much in Taiwan. Visiting family and friends, and eating yummy food. Man, Taiwan has some of the tastiest food ever and most are not the fancy schmancy high class restaurants. Great, I have to be on diet after I get back from Taiwan. Why is that gourmet food and tight short skirt never go together?
因為公司放無薪假﹐我決定回台灣兩個禮拜。我已經跟旅行社訂好機票﹐預訂十月五號回去。據旅行社的人說﹐現在是回去的好時機﹐機票如果訂在五號或以後就比較便宜。我沒有計劃在台灣做什麼。探望家人朋友﹐到處吃吃喝喝。台灣美食最有名了﹐而且絕大多數都不是什麼奢華的餐廳。唉﹐從台灣回來後就要減肥了﹐為什麼美食和緊身迷你裙永遠不相容呢﹖
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Monday, September 28, 2009
Unpaid two Weeks off -兩個禮拜的無薪假
Just got off the company meeting. The owner is going to close the operation for two weeks, starting next Monday 10/5. Everyone will have two weeks off, unpaid! Great. I know the business is bad. We got virtually no order last week and no order today. But still! Two weeks without paid. Good thing I have a bit raining day saving, it will not be a big problem for me. As for long term job security, I do not know. I can only hope for the best and hope that after the two weeks vacation, we will have a lot of orders and company can survive this economic hardship.
下午公司召集全部同事開會﹐結果老闆宣佈公司休息兩個禮拜﹐從下禮拜一(10/5)開始。全部所有人放兩個禮拜的無薪假。我知道公司生意很差﹐上禮拜和今天完全沒有訂單﹐可是放無薪假感覺還是很差。兩個禮拜沒薪水拿﹐還好我有點積蓄以防萬一﹐經濟上還不至於有太大的問題。不過長期的工作穩定性就不知道了。我只能抱最好的希望﹐希望兩個禮拜的假期結束後﹐我們開始收到很多訂單﹐公司可以撐過這次的經濟不景氣。
下午公司召集全部同事開會﹐結果老闆宣佈公司休息兩個禮拜﹐從下禮拜一(10/5)開始。全部所有人放兩個禮拜的無薪假。我知道公司生意很差﹐上禮拜和今天完全沒有訂單﹐可是放無薪假感覺還是很差。兩個禮拜沒薪水拿﹐還好我有點積蓄以防萬一﹐經濟上還不至於有太大的問題。不過長期的工作穩定性就不知道了。我只能抱最好的希望﹐希望兩個禮拜的假期結束後﹐我們開始收到很多訂單﹐公司可以撐過這次的經濟不景氣。
Mahjong and Football -麻將和美式足球
A fairly relaxing weekend. On Saturday morning, I met up with my girlfriends in my friend's house in Newport Beach. We had lunch in her house. We went to Huntington Beach Pier after lunch. A group of chatty Asian women with a baby stroller must be a sight to be seen. The weather was surprisingly cold. It was cloudy and foggy and windy. We could see a lot of cute guys and girls in swimsuit. Yum-O! After we walked around the shopping center, we went back to my friend's house, and yes, we played mahjong. Mahjong held some mysterious addictive power over my girlfriends. Not me though. I like mahjong but not as addictive as my friends. I only played four rounds and then gave my seat to another friend. I was playing with my friend's baby all afternoon and evening. The baby was so adorable. Her tiny hand clutched my thumb tightly. It felt so, I don't know, weird, in a good way. I even helped the mom breast feeding, though I honestly didn't know what to do and merely fetched stuff for my friend. It was very touching to see the baby suckled on my friend's breasts. We stayed at my friend's house until late night.
Sunday was quite relaxing. Stayed home alone all day. Most of the time I watching football on TV. I like American football. One of my boyfriends in college taught me the rules of the game. It was fun and kind of cerebral for me. Although I don't understand the detail of varies type of formation, but I like to see how defend and offense trying to outwit each other. I don't have any favorite team, although I used to like 49ers a lot because Steve Young was cute. LOL
這個週末還滿輕鬆的。禮拜六早上﹐和姐妹們在其中一個姐妹在Newport Beach的家會面。我們就在她家吃飯。飯後去Huntington Beach的碼頭。我們這群嘰嘰喳喳吵鬧又推著一台嬰兒車的亞裔娘子軍一定很壯觀。天氣意外的很冷。烏雲密佈又有霧氣﹐海風又大。還好我們女孩子車上都有放外套。從碼頭上可以看到沙灘上有許多穿著養眼泳衣的俊男美女﹐大飽眼福。在我們逛玩當地的購物中心後﹐我們回去朋友家打麻將。麻將有種神秘讓人上癮的力量迷著我的姐妹們。我還好。我喜歡玩﹐可是還沒有姐妹們那麼上癮。我打完四圈後就讓位給朋友。我整個下午和傍晚都在跟朋友的小娃娃玩。小寶貝真是可愛極了。她的小手緊緊的握住我的手指﹐不知道怎麼形容這種感覺﹐很奇妙的感覺。我甚至還在我朋友餵母乳時幫忙﹐其實我什麼也不懂﹐只是在旁邊幫忙拿東西而已。看小寶寶吸允媽媽的乳頭很感動。我們一直待到十一﹑二點才回去。
禮拜天就很輕鬆﹐整天待在家裡。大部份時間都在看美式足球。我喜歡看美式足球。我在大學的一個男友教我規則。美式足球對我來說很有趣又很要動腦。雖然我不太清楚每個陣勢的細節﹐不過我喜歡看攻擊和防守雙方試著智勝對方。我沒有特別喜歡的球隊﹐不過我以前很喜歡49ers﹐因為Steve Young超帥的﹐哈哈哈。
Sunday was quite relaxing. Stayed home alone all day. Most of the time I watching football on TV. I like American football. One of my boyfriends in college taught me the rules of the game. It was fun and kind of cerebral for me. Although I don't understand the detail of varies type of formation, but I like to see how defend and offense trying to outwit each other. I don't have any favorite team, although I used to like 49ers a lot because Steve Young was cute. LOL
這個週末還滿輕鬆的。禮拜六早上﹐和姐妹們在其中一個姐妹在Newport Beach的家會面。我們就在她家吃飯。飯後去Huntington Beach的碼頭。我們這群嘰嘰喳喳吵鬧又推著一台嬰兒車的亞裔娘子軍一定很壯觀。天氣意外的很冷。烏雲密佈又有霧氣﹐海風又大。還好我們女孩子車上都有放外套。從碼頭上可以看到沙灘上有許多穿著養眼泳衣的俊男美女﹐大飽眼福。在我們逛玩當地的購物中心後﹐我們回去朋友家打麻將。麻將有種神秘讓人上癮的力量迷著我的姐妹們。我還好。我喜歡玩﹐可是還沒有姐妹們那麼上癮。我打完四圈後就讓位給朋友。我整個下午和傍晚都在跟朋友的小娃娃玩。小寶貝真是可愛極了。她的小手緊緊的握住我的手指﹐不知道怎麼形容這種感覺﹐很奇妙的感覺。我甚至還在我朋友餵母乳時幫忙﹐其實我什麼也不懂﹐只是在旁邊幫忙拿東西而已。看小寶寶吸允媽媽的乳頭很感動。我們一直待到十一﹑二點才回去。
禮拜天就很輕鬆﹐整天待在家裡。大部份時間都在看美式足球。我喜歡看美式足球。我在大學的一個男友教我規則。美式足球對我來說很有趣又很要動腦。雖然我不太清楚每個陣勢的細節﹐不過我喜歡看攻擊和防守雙方試著智勝對方。我沒有特別喜歡的球隊﹐不過我以前很喜歡49ers﹐因為Steve Young超帥的﹐哈哈哈。
Friday, September 25, 2009
Crazy Afternoon with Dillon -和Dillon的瘋狂午後
I took the afternoon yesterday on some make up excuses. Dillon came to SoCal for business and his flight back home was at 8pm. Unfortunately he couldn't stay longer. We had to used the time wisely, which was nonstop sex for us. LOL. He got off work around 3pm. I met him in a shopping center near his client's. We hugged and kissed when we met. Even though we kept in touch via email, nothing beats physical contacts. I got in his car and went to a motel nearby.
Once we were in the room, we started to undressed each other feverishly while kissing. He picked me up, threw me onto the bed, and started caressing me. His hands caressed me violently. Pressed hard against my flesh, his hands moved through every curve of my body. His palms playfully fondled my breasts. His mouth lightly and playfully bit my nipples. His tongue traveled my whole body. He explored every nook and alcove of my body. His fingers inserted into my sex and anus, rubbing vigorously. My body shook with pleasure.
Erected proudly before me, his thick penis raised mightily. I bowed before him, greedily tasted his penis. He closed his eyes, enjoyed the oral sex. His penis was too long and thick for me to take it completely in my mouth. My hands stroked the based of the penis while my mouth covered the tip. My tongue licked voraciously. My hands slowly massaged his testicles, in sync with my mouth's motion of sucking his penis. Then, I sucked his testicles while my hands stroked his penis.
I laid down, he raised my legs up, exposed my sex. He inserted his thick penis with ferocity, ravished me. I cried out in both pain and pleasure. His hip moved ferociously, shaking my whole body. Our bodies entangled passionately. Later, I turned and was on my arms and knees. He entered me from behind. Ferociously as before, the intense sensual feelings engulfed me like a flash flood. He bent over and his hands massaged between my legs. Stimulated, I screamed in extremely delirious pleasure. He moved faster. He moved so violently and so strongly our sexes made a noisy sensual music. I climaxed. The orgasm washed over me in waves after waves of carnal pleasure. All the while his hands was still massage me.
He turned me to the side and raised me right leg high while his penis was still inside of me. He moved tenderly this time. I turned my head and we kissed. My hand massaged my sex while his hip moved delicately. Gradually, the pleasure intensified, my breathing became harder and deeper. Sensing my rising pleasure, he moved faster with much ferocity. With blinding white light flashed before me, I had orgasm again. The extremely strong pleasure rushed me and I was in delirium, speechless, only capable of animal-like scream.
He asked me to crouched on the bed on my all fours. I followed his order. With my head rested on the bed and my ass high, my sex was completely exposed. He took his belt, and tied my hands behind my back. Unknown what he planned to do, I turned my head and plead with him “Don't hurt me Dillon.” He smiled mischievously, and spanked my ass hard. I exclaim in pleasure. He licked and kissed my exposed sex. He slowly traced the tattoo on my lower back, and occasionally spanked me hard. I moaned. Each time he spanked me, it sent a electrical shock of pleasure to my body. Then he entered me. His hips moved rhythmically. With each thrust, his breath faster and heavier. And with each breath, he thrust faster and heavier. Finally, he climaxed and came in me.
We had wild and intense sex all afternoon and evening. By the time he needed to go to the airport, we realized we hadn't eat anything. We went back to my car. We then parted our way.
昨天我捏造一些理由跟公司請下午的假。Dillon來南加談生意﹐他回程的飛機是當天晚上八點。可惜他不能留久一點。短短的時間必須好好利用﹐對我們來說﹐最好的利用就是無止境的性愛。哈哈哈。他大約在三點時結束工作﹐我在他客戶附近的一個購物中心見面。我們緊緊的擁抱和親吻。雖然我們靠著email保持聯繫﹐肢體的接觸還是最舒適的。我上他的車去附近一家汽車旅館。
我們一進入房門﹐我們邊親吻﹐邊狂熱的脫對方的衣服。他把我抱去﹐丟上床﹐然後開始愛撫我。他的雙手激烈的撫摸我。他的雙手用力的擠壓我的肉體﹐遊走過我身上的每個曲線。他的手掌快樂的撫弄我的乳房。他的嘴輕輕的嚙咬我的乳頭。他的舌頭嘗過我全身。他發掘我身上每個角落。他的手指插入我的私處和肛門﹐猛力的來回推刺。快感撼動我的身體。
他粗大的陰莖在我面前驕傲的勃起﹐雄偉的升起。我在他面前拜倒﹐貪婪的嘗他的陰莖。他閉上眼睛﹐享受這口交。他的陰莖太長太粗﹐我無法完全將它塞入口中。我的雙手上下愛撫陰莖的底部﹐我的嘴吸允陰莖的頂部。我的舌頭貪心的舔著。我的手配合我嘴巴吸允陰莖的動作﹐緩慢的按摩他的睾丸。然後我吸允他的睾丸﹐雙手愛撫他的陰莖。
我躺下來﹐他抬起我的雙腿﹐我的私處暴露出來。他用力的將他粗大的陰莖插入﹐猛烈的佔有我。我在痛楚和快樂中叫喊著。他的臀部大力的移動﹐震動我全身。我們的身體熱切的交纏。過了一會﹐我轉過身﹐雙手雙腳撐著我。他從背後進入我。跟剛剛一樣的猛烈﹐強烈的肉慾如同突然而來的洪水包圍著我。他彎腰伸手按摩我兩腿之間。肉體受到刺激﹐我在極度的狂喜中高呼。他動得越來越快。他的衝刺劇烈強力到我們的私處擠壓出吵雜的肉慾音樂。我性高潮了。一波波的色慾快感沖過我全身﹐在此同時﹐他的雙手仍然在愛撫我的私處。
他的陰莖還在我的體內﹐他將我轉到側面並且抬高我的右腳。他這次溫柔的移動。我轉頭跟他熱吻。我的手愛撫自己的私處﹐他的臀輕巧的移動。快感漸漸的強烈﹐我的呼吸變得又深又沉。察覺到我漸漸昇高的快感﹐他動得又快又用力。我眼前閃過強烈的白光﹐我又高潮了。極度強烈的高潮撞擊著我﹐我陷入極度的興奮﹐無法說話﹐只能發出如同野獸般的狂呼。
他要求我再彎腰四肢俯臥到床上﹐我服從他的命令。在我的頭靠在床上﹐我的臀部翹高的這個姿勢下﹐我的私處完全暴露出來。他用他的皮帶將我的雙手綁在背後。在完全不知道他要做什麼的情況下﹐我轉頭面對他﹐跟他哀求說﹕“別折磨我﹐Dillon。”他頑皮的笑﹐然後用力的打我的臀部。我高興的呼叫。他舔著吻著我暴露的私處。他慢慢描摹 我腰部的刺青﹐有時再打我臀部。我呻吟著。每次他打我臀部﹐一股如同電流的刺激感穿過我。然後他插入我的身體。他的臀部有節奏的擺動。隨著每次的插刺﹐他的呼吸變快變重。隨著每次的呼吸﹐他的插刺變快變重。終於他也高潮﹐在我體內射精。
我們整個下午和傍晚都沉浸在狂熱強烈的肉慾之中。當他需要去機場的時間到時﹐我們才發現我們都還沒吃東西。我們回到我停車的地方﹐然後我們就分道揚鑣。
Once we were in the room, we started to undressed each other feverishly while kissing. He picked me up, threw me onto the bed, and started caressing me. His hands caressed me violently. Pressed hard against my flesh, his hands moved through every curve of my body. His palms playfully fondled my breasts. His mouth lightly and playfully bit my nipples. His tongue traveled my whole body. He explored every nook and alcove of my body. His fingers inserted into my sex and anus, rubbing vigorously. My body shook with pleasure.
Erected proudly before me, his thick penis raised mightily. I bowed before him, greedily tasted his penis. He closed his eyes, enjoyed the oral sex. His penis was too long and thick for me to take it completely in my mouth. My hands stroked the based of the penis while my mouth covered the tip. My tongue licked voraciously. My hands slowly massaged his testicles, in sync with my mouth's motion of sucking his penis. Then, I sucked his testicles while my hands stroked his penis.
I laid down, he raised my legs up, exposed my sex. He inserted his thick penis with ferocity, ravished me. I cried out in both pain and pleasure. His hip moved ferociously, shaking my whole body. Our bodies entangled passionately. Later, I turned and was on my arms and knees. He entered me from behind. Ferociously as before, the intense sensual feelings engulfed me like a flash flood. He bent over and his hands massaged between my legs. Stimulated, I screamed in extremely delirious pleasure. He moved faster. He moved so violently and so strongly our sexes made a noisy sensual music. I climaxed. The orgasm washed over me in waves after waves of carnal pleasure. All the while his hands was still massage me.
He turned me to the side and raised me right leg high while his penis was still inside of me. He moved tenderly this time. I turned my head and we kissed. My hand massaged my sex while his hip moved delicately. Gradually, the pleasure intensified, my breathing became harder and deeper. Sensing my rising pleasure, he moved faster with much ferocity. With blinding white light flashed before me, I had orgasm again. The extremely strong pleasure rushed me and I was in delirium, speechless, only capable of animal-like scream.
He asked me to crouched on the bed on my all fours. I followed his order. With my head rested on the bed and my ass high, my sex was completely exposed. He took his belt, and tied my hands behind my back. Unknown what he planned to do, I turned my head and plead with him “Don't hurt me Dillon.” He smiled mischievously, and spanked my ass hard. I exclaim in pleasure. He licked and kissed my exposed sex. He slowly traced the tattoo on my lower back, and occasionally spanked me hard. I moaned. Each time he spanked me, it sent a electrical shock of pleasure to my body. Then he entered me. His hips moved rhythmically. With each thrust, his breath faster and heavier. And with each breath, he thrust faster and heavier. Finally, he climaxed and came in me.
We had wild and intense sex all afternoon and evening. By the time he needed to go to the airport, we realized we hadn't eat anything. We went back to my car. We then parted our way.
昨天我捏造一些理由跟公司請下午的假。Dillon來南加談生意﹐他回程的飛機是當天晚上八點。可惜他不能留久一點。短短的時間必須好好利用﹐對我們來說﹐最好的利用就是無止境的性愛。哈哈哈。他大約在三點時結束工作﹐我在他客戶附近的一個購物中心見面。我們緊緊的擁抱和親吻。雖然我們靠著email保持聯繫﹐肢體的接觸還是最舒適的。我上他的車去附近一家汽車旅館。
我們一進入房門﹐我們邊親吻﹐邊狂熱的脫對方的衣服。他把我抱去﹐丟上床﹐然後開始愛撫我。他的雙手激烈的撫摸我。他的雙手用力的擠壓我的肉體﹐遊走過我身上的每個曲線。他的手掌快樂的撫弄我的乳房。他的嘴輕輕的嚙咬我的乳頭。他的舌頭嘗過我全身。他發掘我身上每個角落。他的手指插入我的私處和肛門﹐猛力的來回推刺。快感撼動我的身體。
他粗大的陰莖在我面前驕傲的勃起﹐雄偉的升起。我在他面前拜倒﹐貪婪的嘗他的陰莖。他閉上眼睛﹐享受這口交。他的陰莖太長太粗﹐我無法完全將它塞入口中。我的雙手上下愛撫陰莖的底部﹐我的嘴吸允陰莖的頂部。我的舌頭貪心的舔著。我的手配合我嘴巴吸允陰莖的動作﹐緩慢的按摩他的睾丸。然後我吸允他的睾丸﹐雙手愛撫他的陰莖。
我躺下來﹐他抬起我的雙腿﹐我的私處暴露出來。他用力的將他粗大的陰莖插入﹐猛烈的佔有我。我在痛楚和快樂中叫喊著。他的臀部大力的移動﹐震動我全身。我們的身體熱切的交纏。過了一會﹐我轉過身﹐雙手雙腳撐著我。他從背後進入我。跟剛剛一樣的猛烈﹐強烈的肉慾如同突然而來的洪水包圍著我。他彎腰伸手按摩我兩腿之間。肉體受到刺激﹐我在極度的狂喜中高呼。他動得越來越快。他的衝刺劇烈強力到我們的私處擠壓出吵雜的肉慾音樂。我性高潮了。一波波的色慾快感沖過我全身﹐在此同時﹐他的雙手仍然在愛撫我的私處。
他的陰莖還在我的體內﹐他將我轉到側面並且抬高我的右腳。他這次溫柔的移動。我轉頭跟他熱吻。我的手愛撫自己的私處﹐他的臀輕巧的移動。快感漸漸的強烈﹐我的呼吸變得又深又沉。察覺到我漸漸昇高的快感﹐他動得又快又用力。我眼前閃過強烈的白光﹐我又高潮了。極度強烈的高潮撞擊著我﹐我陷入極度的興奮﹐無法說話﹐只能發出如同野獸般的狂呼。
他要求我再彎腰四肢俯臥到床上﹐我服從他的命令。在我的頭靠在床上﹐我的臀部翹高的這個姿勢下﹐我的私處完全暴露出來。他用他的皮帶將我的雙手綁在背後。在完全不知道他要做什麼的情況下﹐我轉頭面對他﹐跟他哀求說﹕“別折磨我﹐Dillon。”他頑皮的笑﹐然後用力的打我的臀部。我高興的呼叫。他舔著吻著我暴露的私處。他慢慢描摹 我腰部的刺青﹐有時再打我臀部。我呻吟著。每次他打我臀部﹐一股如同電流的刺激感穿過我。然後他插入我的身體。他的臀部有節奏的擺動。隨著每次的插刺﹐他的呼吸變快變重。隨著每次的呼吸﹐他的插刺變快變重。終於他也高潮﹐在我體內射精。
我們整個下午和傍晚都沉浸在狂熱強烈的肉慾之中。當他需要去機場的時間到時﹐我們才發現我們都還沒吃東西。我們回到我停車的地方﹐然後我們就分道揚鑣。
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Date with Hector -和Hector的約會
Rushed home right after work last night. Showered, groomed my sex, and shaved my legs. All because I had a date with Hector. I like Hector a lot. Out of all of my sexual partners, he is more of a boyfriend figure to me. I don't really have romantic feeling toward him and we never want more than that. I don't know how to explain it, but with him, I feel more like a girlfriend then “friend with benefits.” Perhaps it is his demeanor, or his attitude, or the way he treats me. I do not know. Although I done all the preparations for Hector, I was only dress in a T-shirt and and a skirt. What can I say, we planned to stayed in my apartment and I was lazy.
He showed up around 7:30 with Chinese take out food and a backpack. I like him but maybe I should start training him on getting better Chinese food, not the Americanized Chinese food he brought. Granted, I am the only Chinese that I know of likes Panda Express. After we ate, we sat by the bed side chatting. We started to made out. After a few minutes, I pushed him onto the bed. I stood up and slowly strip dancing. He stared me like a hungry wild animal and I was his prey. Slowly, I removed my clothings one by one. Gone was my T-shirt. His eyes widened. Gone was my bra. His eyes widened more. Gone was my skirt and he inhaled loudly. When I removed my panties, he had this animal like noise in his throat, as if he was anxious to consumed me. When I was naked, I bend down, removed his clothings, and gave him oral sex. When I pulled his penis out, it got hard fast. It moved upward quickly and pointed at me as if it got a life of its own. His penis was big. Not quite as big as Dillon's, but still quite thick. I slowly licked and suckled his penis. He signaled me to turn around so he could give me cunnilingus. It felt good when he gave me oral sex. His hands carefully and tenderly caressed my sex. His tongue moved quickly and agilely in and around my sex, unearthed many folds of my sex. We remained in this 69 position for a long time. I massaged his penis with my hands and licked and sucked the tip of his penis. With his quickening and heavier breathing, I knew he was about to came. He inhaled deeply and came in my mouth. After I swallowed his semens, I slowly licked clean his penis. His penis came back to life. Erected like a megalithic structure. I turned around, got on top of him, and slowly his penis slided inside of me. With his thick penis, I felt like being sliced open and impaled. The sensual feeling was intense. I was riding him vigorously, and kept bouncing up and down hard. His hands held my ass and moved me up and down. I moaned loudly and rhythmically with my body's movements. I kept screaming and panting. Then, the orgasm flooded me. I took a deep breath and held my breath, making the orgasm much more intense. My body twitched with ecstasy. I exhaled and inhaled deeply and intensely several times. Finally, the orgasm subsided and I collapsed on Hector. I was paralyzed and lay on top of him. Hector held me tightly, gently rolled me over, laid me on the bed, and with his penis still inside of me, slowly thrust back and forth. My legs wrapped around his waist while his hips moved delicately in a deliberately rhythm. The pleasure pounded me in intense waves, undulated like the ocean waves. Slowly, the pleasure build up. His breath intensified. With a loud moan, he achieved orgasms. I felt he ejaculated in me. With his penis still inside me, we held tightly and kiss. Our tongues entangled. Our lips locked.
After we showered, we remained unclothed. I laid on the bed naked. He took out a camera from his backpack and started shooting pictures of me. I smiled and posed. Then, we exchanged roles. I became the photographer and he the model. We took nude pictures of each other all night. We loved it In fact, we even shoot several sex videos together. Those movies, along with the nude pictures, would kept secretly and would never see the light of the day.
和Hector的約會
昨晚一下班就趕回家。洗澡﹐修剪私處的毛﹐刮腿毛。所有的準備都是因為晚上和Hector有約。我很喜歡Hector。在我所有的性伴侶中﹐Hector比較像個男朋友。我對他並沒有愛情﹐我們只想要維持現在的樣子。我不知道怎麼解釋這種感覺﹐可是跟他在一起﹐我就覺得比較像女朋友﹐而不僅是“有特殊福利的朋友”。大概是他的舉止﹐或是他的態度﹐或是他對待我的方式。我不知道啦。雖然我為了Hector準備好了﹐我只是穿T-shirt和短裙。我們計劃待在家裡﹐我就懶的換漂亮衣服。
他大概七點半來﹐背著一個背包﹐帶了外賣的中國菜。我很喜歡他不過我應該開始要訓練他買更正宗好吃的中國菜﹐而不是這種美式中國菜。不過我要認罪﹐我大概是唯一一個喜歡吃Panda Express那種騙老美的中國菜的華人。吃完飯後﹐我們坐在床邊聊天。我們開始熱吻。幾分鐘後﹐我把他推倒在床﹐我開始跳脫衣舞。他如同一隻飢餓的野獸瞪著好像他的獵物的我。我慢慢的一件一件脫掉我的衣服。我的T-shirt脫掉﹐他睜大眼睛。我把胸罩脫掉﹐他的眼睛睜得更大。脫掉我的短裙﹐他大聲的深吸了一口氣。當我把內褲脫掉﹐他喉嚨有種動物般的聲音﹐仿彿迫不及待的要享受我的身體。當我全身赤裸時﹐我彎下腰來脫光他的衣服﹐幫他口交。當我把他的陰莖拉出來時﹐它變硬的很快﹐它很快的往上挺立指著我﹐仿彿有自己的生命。他的陰莖尺寸大﹐雖然沒有Dillon的巨大﹐不過也滿粗的。我慢慢的又舔又吸允他的陰莖。他作手勢要轉身﹐他才可以幫我口交。他幫我口交的感覺很好﹐他的手小心而又柔和的愛撫我的私處﹐他的舌頭輕快又敏捷的在我私處裡面和週圍移動﹐翻開了我私處的皺褶。我們保持這種69姿勢很長一段時間。我用手按摩他的陰莖﹐舔著吸著他陰莖的頂部。隨著他加快加重的呼吸﹐我知道他快要高潮了。他深深的吸一口氣﹐射精在我口中。在我將精液吞下後﹐我緩慢地將他的陰莖舔乾淨。他的陰莖馬上又堅挺。勃起得好像座巨石建築。我轉過身﹐坐在他身上﹐他的陰莖緩慢的滑入我的身體。他粗大的陰莖讓我的身體覺得好像被切開刺穿。色慾上的感覺很強烈。我猛烈的騎在他身上﹐不斷的上下彈動。他的手扶著我的臀部﹐上下的移動我。我放肆的呻吟聲跟我身體的律動有著節奏。我不斷的叫喊和喘息。然後性高潮如同洪水般湧進我身體。我深呼吸﹐彆著氣讓高潮更加劇烈。我的身體因為狂喜而抽慉。我猛烈的深呼吸了幾次。終於高潮感漸漸的消退﹐我倒在Hector身上。我全身無力的躺在他身上。Hector緊緊的抱著我﹐溫柔的把我轉身﹐讓我躺在床上﹐他的陰莖仍然在我體內﹐開始緩慢的來回抽動。我的腿環繞他的腰﹐他輕巧的以刻意的節奏來回移動他的臀。快感如同強力的波浪衝擊著我﹐一陣一陣的如同海浪。漸漸的快感累積起來。他的呼吸變粗。在大聲呻吟下﹐他也達到高潮。我感覺到他在我體內射精。當他的陰莖還在我體內﹐我們緊緊的相擁熱吻。我們的舌頭相互纏繞﹐我們的脣緊緊相鎖。
洗完澡後﹐我們仍然光著身體。我赤裸的躺在床上。他從背包裡拿出相機﹐開始拍我的照片。我笑著擺各種姿勢。然後我們交換﹐我變成攝影師﹐他是我的模特兒。我們整晚拍攝對方的裸體照。我們很喜歡這個活動。我們還曾經拍過幾個性愛影片。這些影片和裸照會被秘密的收藏好﹐永不見天日。
He showed up around 7:30 with Chinese take out food and a backpack. I like him but maybe I should start training him on getting better Chinese food, not the Americanized Chinese food he brought. Granted, I am the only Chinese that I know of likes Panda Express. After we ate, we sat by the bed side chatting. We started to made out. After a few minutes, I pushed him onto the bed. I stood up and slowly strip dancing. He stared me like a hungry wild animal and I was his prey. Slowly, I removed my clothings one by one. Gone was my T-shirt. His eyes widened. Gone was my bra. His eyes widened more. Gone was my skirt and he inhaled loudly. When I removed my panties, he had this animal like noise in his throat, as if he was anxious to consumed me. When I was naked, I bend down, removed his clothings, and gave him oral sex. When I pulled his penis out, it got hard fast. It moved upward quickly and pointed at me as if it got a life of its own. His penis was big. Not quite as big as Dillon's, but still quite thick. I slowly licked and suckled his penis. He signaled me to turn around so he could give me cunnilingus. It felt good when he gave me oral sex. His hands carefully and tenderly caressed my sex. His tongue moved quickly and agilely in and around my sex, unearthed many folds of my sex. We remained in this 69 position for a long time. I massaged his penis with my hands and licked and sucked the tip of his penis. With his quickening and heavier breathing, I knew he was about to came. He inhaled deeply and came in my mouth. After I swallowed his semens, I slowly licked clean his penis. His penis came back to life. Erected like a megalithic structure. I turned around, got on top of him, and slowly his penis slided inside of me. With his thick penis, I felt like being sliced open and impaled. The sensual feeling was intense. I was riding him vigorously, and kept bouncing up and down hard. His hands held my ass and moved me up and down. I moaned loudly and rhythmically with my body's movements. I kept screaming and panting. Then, the orgasm flooded me. I took a deep breath and held my breath, making the orgasm much more intense. My body twitched with ecstasy. I exhaled and inhaled deeply and intensely several times. Finally, the orgasm subsided and I collapsed on Hector. I was paralyzed and lay on top of him. Hector held me tightly, gently rolled me over, laid me on the bed, and with his penis still inside of me, slowly thrust back and forth. My legs wrapped around his waist while his hips moved delicately in a deliberately rhythm. The pleasure pounded me in intense waves, undulated like the ocean waves. Slowly, the pleasure build up. His breath intensified. With a loud moan, he achieved orgasms. I felt he ejaculated in me. With his penis still inside me, we held tightly and kiss. Our tongues entangled. Our lips locked.
After we showered, we remained unclothed. I laid on the bed naked. He took out a camera from his backpack and started shooting pictures of me. I smiled and posed. Then, we exchanged roles. I became the photographer and he the model. We took nude pictures of each other all night. We loved it In fact, we even shoot several sex videos together. Those movies, along with the nude pictures, would kept secretly and would never see the light of the day.
和Hector的約會
昨晚一下班就趕回家。洗澡﹐修剪私處的毛﹐刮腿毛。所有的準備都是因為晚上和Hector有約。我很喜歡Hector。在我所有的性伴侶中﹐Hector比較像個男朋友。我對他並沒有愛情﹐我們只想要維持現在的樣子。我不知道怎麼解釋這種感覺﹐可是跟他在一起﹐我就覺得比較像女朋友﹐而不僅是“有特殊福利的朋友”。大概是他的舉止﹐或是他的態度﹐或是他對待我的方式。我不知道啦。雖然我為了Hector準備好了﹐我只是穿T-shirt和短裙。我們計劃待在家裡﹐我就懶的換漂亮衣服。
他大概七點半來﹐背著一個背包﹐帶了外賣的中國菜。我很喜歡他不過我應該開始要訓練他買更正宗好吃的中國菜﹐而不是這種美式中國菜。不過我要認罪﹐我大概是唯一一個喜歡吃Panda Express那種騙老美的中國菜的華人。吃完飯後﹐我們坐在床邊聊天。我們開始熱吻。幾分鐘後﹐我把他推倒在床﹐我開始跳脫衣舞。他如同一隻飢餓的野獸瞪著好像他的獵物的我。我慢慢的一件一件脫掉我的衣服。我的T-shirt脫掉﹐他睜大眼睛。我把胸罩脫掉﹐他的眼睛睜得更大。脫掉我的短裙﹐他大聲的深吸了一口氣。當我把內褲脫掉﹐他喉嚨有種動物般的聲音﹐仿彿迫不及待的要享受我的身體。當我全身赤裸時﹐我彎下腰來脫光他的衣服﹐幫他口交。當我把他的陰莖拉出來時﹐它變硬的很快﹐它很快的往上挺立指著我﹐仿彿有自己的生命。他的陰莖尺寸大﹐雖然沒有Dillon的巨大﹐不過也滿粗的。我慢慢的又舔又吸允他的陰莖。他作手勢要轉身﹐他才可以幫我口交。他幫我口交的感覺很好﹐他的手小心而又柔和的愛撫我的私處﹐他的舌頭輕快又敏捷的在我私處裡面和週圍移動﹐翻開了我私處的皺褶。我們保持這種69姿勢很長一段時間。我用手按摩他的陰莖﹐舔著吸著他陰莖的頂部。隨著他加快加重的呼吸﹐我知道他快要高潮了。他深深的吸一口氣﹐射精在我口中。在我將精液吞下後﹐我緩慢地將他的陰莖舔乾淨。他的陰莖馬上又堅挺。勃起得好像座巨石建築。我轉過身﹐坐在他身上﹐他的陰莖緩慢的滑入我的身體。他粗大的陰莖讓我的身體覺得好像被切開刺穿。色慾上的感覺很強烈。我猛烈的騎在他身上﹐不斷的上下彈動。他的手扶著我的臀部﹐上下的移動我。我放肆的呻吟聲跟我身體的律動有著節奏。我不斷的叫喊和喘息。然後性高潮如同洪水般湧進我身體。我深呼吸﹐彆著氣讓高潮更加劇烈。我的身體因為狂喜而抽慉。我猛烈的深呼吸了幾次。終於高潮感漸漸的消退﹐我倒在Hector身上。我全身無力的躺在他身上。Hector緊緊的抱著我﹐溫柔的把我轉身﹐讓我躺在床上﹐他的陰莖仍然在我體內﹐開始緩慢的來回抽動。我的腿環繞他的腰﹐他輕巧的以刻意的節奏來回移動他的臀。快感如同強力的波浪衝擊著我﹐一陣一陣的如同海浪。漸漸的快感累積起來。他的呼吸變粗。在大聲呻吟下﹐他也達到高潮。我感覺到他在我體內射精。當他的陰莖還在我體內﹐我們緊緊的相擁熱吻。我們的舌頭相互纏繞﹐我們的脣緊緊相鎖。
洗完澡後﹐我們仍然光著身體。我赤裸的躺在床上。他從背包裡拿出相機﹐開始拍我的照片。我笑著擺各種姿勢。然後我們交換﹐我變成攝影師﹐他是我的模特兒。我們整晚拍攝對方的裸體照。我們很喜歡這個活動。我們還曾經拍過幾個性愛影片。這些影片和裸照會被秘密的收藏好﹐永不見天日。
Monday, September 21, 2009
Hector's phone call -和Hector的電話
Got a phone call from Hector after dinner. He was silent during the weekend. Turn out, he was on some trucking assignment and just got back to SoCal today. He wants to meet me tomorrow night. Sigh, what a busy girl I am. Hector tomorrow and Dillon on Thursday.
晚餐後接到Hector的電話。整個週末都沒有他的聲音﹐原來是開卡車出公差﹐今天才回南加。他明天想和我見面。我真是個忙碌的女人﹐明天要應付Hector﹐禮拜四又有Dillon。
晚餐後接到Hector的電話。整個週末都沒有他的聲音﹐原來是開卡車出公差﹐今天才回南加。他明天想和我見面。我真是個忙碌的女人﹐明天要應付Hector﹐禮拜四又有Dillon。
Restaurant City is Addictive
The game Restaurant City on Facebook is surely addictive. I started playing last week and was hooked ever since. There is something about trading ingredients with friends, decorating my own restaurant, keeping a watchful eye on my employees, and dressing up my avatar. It is the high tech version of playing the doll house. Watching customers walk around in my restaurant is simply mesmerizing. Too bad I can't play it at work. IT blocks Facebook, with a understandable reason.
Dillon is coming on Thursday -Dillon禮拜四要來
Alright! Just got an email from Dillon. He is coming to SoCal from Arizona on Thursday for business. I don't have to pick him up from an airport this time, as he gets a company rental car. Can't wait to meet him. The passionated, crazy sex makes me weak at knees just thinking about it.
剛剛接到Dillon的email﹐ 他禮拜四要從亞歷桑那州來南加談生意。太好了!這次我不用到機場接人﹐他從機場開公司租的車。等不及要見他。光是想到和他之間的激情狂熱的性愛就讓我胸口發熱。
剛剛接到Dillon的email﹐ 他禮拜四要從亞歷桑那州來南加談生意。太好了!這次我不用到機場接人﹐他從機場開公司租的車。等不及要見他。光是想到和他之間的激情狂熱的性愛就讓我胸口發熱。
Fun Weekend -有趣的週末
It was a fun weekend. On Saturday afternoon, I went to shopping with Bill, my best friend Judy, and her boyfriend Lee. Judy is the only Chinese girlfriends of mine that knows about my private life. Not only I trust her not to gossip (she even kept my secret from her boyfriend, Lee only think that Bill was courting me), but she also never judges me. I love her for that. We went to Beverly Center. There were so crowded during the weekend. The traffic was particularity bad when we were going inside the parking lots. Good thing Bill was driving. He was really patience. After some difficulties finding parking space, we were in the Beverly Center. Although there were a lot of people inside, it wasn't crowded. According to Bill, there were a lot of cute girls in this mall. He was right. There were a lot of beautiful women there, even I was looking. While Bill was looking at a pretty girl, I half-jokingly poked him at the rib. He cried out lightly. Judy was laughing hard. We had a great time there.
We went to a Izakaya, a Japanese style tavern/tapas bar that serves great food which accompany alcoholic drinks. Four of us shared a bottle of beer. Out of four of us, only Lee was capable of drinking. I drank lightly. Bill can drink about one cup of beer. Judy couldn't drink at all. That beer was finished almost entirely by Lee and me. Lee wasn't satisfy and ordered a small sake to drank with me. I only had one small cup of sake. We also ordered a lot of dishes, some grill food and soup and fried food. The food was great. I asked Judy how they found this place. Their friends recommend this place to them. They loved to came here. After dinner, Bill drove Judy and Lee home and then we went back to my place. Obviously we had sex. Bill slept over at my place that night.
Sunday afternoon, I met up with my girlfriends and we played mahjong. Other than mahjong, one girlfriend who was a mom, brought her baby. We competed to played with the baby. Not yet one year old, the baby was super adorable. When I held the baby, she was so soft. Kind of funny. I didn't win nor lose in mahjong this time. We only play small amount of money.
這個週末過得滿好玩的。禮拜六下午和Bill以及我最要好的姐妹-Judy和她男友Lee去逛街。Judy是我華人女性朋友中唯一知道我私生活的人。我不僅信任她不會到處八卦﹐連對男友她都保密﹐忠厚老實的Lee只以為Bill在追我﹐而且她不會對我有道德上的批評。我們到Beverly Center逛街。那裡週末真是人來人往﹐車子真多﹐尤其是進出停車場時﹐更是擁擠到不行。還好Bill開車技術好﹐又有耐心。好不容易進去了Beverly Center。裡面人潮雖然多﹐不過還好沒到擁擠不堪的地步。Bill說這個mall漂亮美眉特別多﹐果然如此﹐美女真的很多﹐連我都忍不住多看幾眼。在Bill專注看美眉時﹐我半開玩笑的用力戳了他一下﹐他輕叫了一聲﹐Judy開懷大笑。我們四人就這樣開心的逛了一下午。
晚上去一家Judy推薦的日式居酒屋吃飯。我們四人叫了一瓶啤酒﹐我們之中﹐只有Lee會喝酒﹐Bill可以喝一杯啤酒﹐我是小酌幾杯﹐Judy是完全不行。那瓶啤酒幾乎是Lee和我喝完的。Lee有點意猶未盡﹐再點了小瓶日本清酒和我對飲﹐不過我也只是喝一小杯清酒而已。我們還點了不少菜﹐一些下酒的串燒﹐還有煮物和炸食。東西都相當好吃﹐我問Judy怎麼知道這個居酒屋﹐原來他們也是朋友介紹才知道來的﹐小兩口喜歡來這裡吃飯喝酒。飯後Bill開車先送Judy和Lee回家﹐然後再回我家﹐自然少不了上床親熱。當晚Bill就睡在我家。
禮拜天下午我們一班姐妹就聚會打麻將﹐除了打麻將之外﹐一個已經為人母的姐妹帶她的小寶寶來。我們大家搶著要跟這個可愛的小寶貝玩。還沒滿週歲的小嬰兒超級可愛﹐抱在懷裡軟軟的﹐好好玩。這次麻將沒輸沒贏。其實我們玩衛生麻將﹐輸贏金額都不大。
We went to a Izakaya, a Japanese style tavern/tapas bar that serves great food which accompany alcoholic drinks. Four of us shared a bottle of beer. Out of four of us, only Lee was capable of drinking. I drank lightly. Bill can drink about one cup of beer. Judy couldn't drink at all. That beer was finished almost entirely by Lee and me. Lee wasn't satisfy and ordered a small sake to drank with me. I only had one small cup of sake. We also ordered a lot of dishes, some grill food and soup and fried food. The food was great. I asked Judy how they found this place. Their friends recommend this place to them. They loved to came here. After dinner, Bill drove Judy and Lee home and then we went back to my place. Obviously we had sex. Bill slept over at my place that night.
Sunday afternoon, I met up with my girlfriends and we played mahjong. Other than mahjong, one girlfriend who was a mom, brought her baby. We competed to played with the baby. Not yet one year old, the baby was super adorable. When I held the baby, she was so soft. Kind of funny. I didn't win nor lose in mahjong this time. We only play small amount of money.
這個週末過得滿好玩的。禮拜六下午和Bill以及我最要好的姐妹-Judy和她男友Lee去逛街。Judy是我華人女性朋友中唯一知道我私生活的人。我不僅信任她不會到處八卦﹐連對男友她都保密﹐忠厚老實的Lee只以為Bill在追我﹐而且她不會對我有道德上的批評。我們到Beverly Center逛街。那裡週末真是人來人往﹐車子真多﹐尤其是進出停車場時﹐更是擁擠到不行。還好Bill開車技術好﹐又有耐心。好不容易進去了Beverly Center。裡面人潮雖然多﹐不過還好沒到擁擠不堪的地步。Bill說這個mall漂亮美眉特別多﹐果然如此﹐美女真的很多﹐連我都忍不住多看幾眼。在Bill專注看美眉時﹐我半開玩笑的用力戳了他一下﹐他輕叫了一聲﹐Judy開懷大笑。我們四人就這樣開心的逛了一下午。
晚上去一家Judy推薦的日式居酒屋吃飯。我們四人叫了一瓶啤酒﹐我們之中﹐只有Lee會喝酒﹐Bill可以喝一杯啤酒﹐我是小酌幾杯﹐Judy是完全不行。那瓶啤酒幾乎是Lee和我喝完的。Lee有點意猶未盡﹐再點了小瓶日本清酒和我對飲﹐不過我也只是喝一小杯清酒而已。我們還點了不少菜﹐一些下酒的串燒﹐還有煮物和炸食。東西都相當好吃﹐我問Judy怎麼知道這個居酒屋﹐原來他們也是朋友介紹才知道來的﹐小兩口喜歡來這裡吃飯喝酒。飯後Bill開車先送Judy和Lee回家﹐然後再回我家﹐自然少不了上床親熱。當晚Bill就睡在我家。
禮拜天下午我們一班姐妹就聚會打麻將﹐除了打麻將之外﹐一個已經為人母的姐妹帶她的小寶寶來。我們大家搶著要跟這個可愛的小寶貝玩。還沒滿週歲的小嬰兒超級可愛﹐抱在懷裡軟軟的﹐好好玩。這次麻將沒輸沒贏。其實我們玩衛生麻將﹐輸贏金額都不大。
Thursday, September 17, 2009
An Psychological Episode -心病發作
Good thing I saw my psychiatrist Dr. Anna today. I had an episode last night. I was using computer as usual when the episode happened. All of the sudden, I had a panic attack. My heart beat fast. I felt scared, as if someone or something bad was going to happen, even though logically I knew I was perfectly safe in my apartment. Then, a great despair held me. I felt like sinking. My chest had this empty feeling. It also felt like I was suffocating, as if something pressed hard against my chest. I took a deep breath. Taking deep breath helped somehow. It relieved the suffocating, empty feeling. But it also worsen the panic attack. I wanted to scream, but consciously stopped myself because I didn't want to attract unwanted attention in an apartment complex. I also had some suicidal thoughts. The suicidal thoughts were relatively minor. Not as overwhelmingly as I used to had. The most strange feeling was that I felt bored. It felt as if I was going to be living in some sort of boring suspended animation for eternity. That made me wanting to scream even more, but I didn't. Weirdest thing was that while I was having this psychological episode, externally I was perfectly fine. I was still surfing internet, checking email. If someone saw me during the episode, they would only see me taking deep breath and wouldn't suspect a thing. I guess I was so used to the episode that I learned to live with it. I had a bad night of sleep. I didn't have nightmares nor insomniac. The quality of the sleep was bad. I tossed and turned all night, woke up every few hours in a cold sweat. Dr. Anna did help me tremendously today, though she warned that the psychological episode would come back in the future. She wanted me to call her immediately if the suicidal thought appear again.
幸好今天去看了我的心理醫師 Dr. Anna。昨晚我的心病發作。發作當時我如同往常正在使用電腦。突然之間﹐變得很恐慌。心跳得很快。我感到很害怕﹐好像有壞人或是壞事要發生﹐即使理智上我清楚的知道我正安全地待在公寓裡。然後是強大的絕望感從我胸口涌出。我覺得我在下沉中。我的胸口有種空虛的感覺。同時又覺得要窒息﹐仿彿有什麼東西用力的壓著我的胸口。我深呼吸。深呼吸多少有點幫助。它減輕了壓力和空虛感。可是它讓恐慌感更強烈﹐我好想大聲呼叫﹐可是有意識的停止我自己﹐因為我不願在公寓裡引來不必要的麻煩。我同時有些自殺念頭。這些自殺念頭比較輕微。沒有以前經歷過得那麼強烈。最奇怪的感覺是無聊感﹐覺得好像我一輩子要活在無聊的虛無中。這讓我更想尖叫﹐可是我沒有。最奇怪的是在我精神衰竭時﹐我外表仍然正常。我還是繼續上網﹐讀讀email。如果有人在我心病發作時看到我﹐除了看到我深呼吸之外﹐他們完全不會猜疑到有什麼事發生。我想我大概太習慣我的心病發作﹐以至於學會如何和心病和平相處。晚上睡不好。沒有作惡夢或是失眠﹐而是睡眠品質並不好。翻來覆去了一整夜﹐每幾個小時就滿身冷汗的醒來。Dr. Anna今天幫了我很多。不過她警告說這個心病未來還是會發作。她要我如果自殺念頭再出現的話﹐就要馬上打電話給她。
幸好今天去看了我的心理醫師 Dr. Anna。昨晚我的心病發作。發作當時我如同往常正在使用電腦。突然之間﹐變得很恐慌。心跳得很快。我感到很害怕﹐好像有壞人或是壞事要發生﹐即使理智上我清楚的知道我正安全地待在公寓裡。然後是強大的絕望感從我胸口涌出。我覺得我在下沉中。我的胸口有種空虛的感覺。同時又覺得要窒息﹐仿彿有什麼東西用力的壓著我的胸口。我深呼吸。深呼吸多少有點幫助。它減輕了壓力和空虛感。可是它讓恐慌感更強烈﹐我好想大聲呼叫﹐可是有意識的停止我自己﹐因為我不願在公寓裡引來不必要的麻煩。我同時有些自殺念頭。這些自殺念頭比較輕微。沒有以前經歷過得那麼強烈。最奇怪的感覺是無聊感﹐覺得好像我一輩子要活在無聊的虛無中。這讓我更想尖叫﹐可是我沒有。最奇怪的是在我精神衰竭時﹐我外表仍然正常。我還是繼續上網﹐讀讀email。如果有人在我心病發作時看到我﹐除了看到我深呼吸之外﹐他們完全不會猜疑到有什麼事發生。我想我大概太習慣我的心病發作﹐以至於學會如何和心病和平相處。晚上睡不好。沒有作惡夢或是失眠﹐而是睡眠品質並不好。翻來覆去了一整夜﹐每幾個小時就滿身冷汗的醒來。Dr. Anna今天幫了我很多。不過她警告說這個心病未來還是會發作。她要我如果自殺念頭再出現的話﹐就要馬上打電話給她。
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
My Therapist -我的心理醫師
I have a psychological therapy appointment tomorrow (9/17). I started seeing a therapist right after the rape. Although it helped somewhat, I stopped going after six month. My first therapist was really cold and distant. He would sit and listen to my rape in an emotional detached way, despite the violent and very emotional nature of the rape. I would cry and cry and he never offered any comforting words. He always talked about my problems in a very matter-of-fact and emotionless way, as if my problem was merely a crossword puzzle to him. I understand that therapists need to analyze a patient problem in a cool and calm manner, but he was too emotionless and cold. I never felt comfortable with him.
I haven't gone to any therapy until early last year when Betsy recommend her therapist to me. Let's called her Dr. Anna Freud :) Dr. Anna Freud is a wonderful person. Warm, welcoming, sympathetic, care deeply about her patients. When she talked to me, I felt warm and fuzzy and comforted. I have been seeing her for about an year and a half now. I trust her completely and tell her everything, including this blog. I don't even tell Betsy and my other close friends about this blog, although I did tell Betsy and my close friends everything. Dr. Anna encourages me to write down my life and my feelings. I love Dr. Anna. She is wonderful. Which makes my job security even more important to me. Without my job and the health insurance that come with it, I can't afford to see Dr. Anna anymore.
我明天(9/17)有心理治療的預約。我在被強暴之後開始看心理醫師。雖然有點幫助﹐我在六個月之後就自己停止去看醫師。我的第一個心理醫師是很冷淡帶著距離感的人。他都坐著以一種不帶感情的方式聽我描述被強暴的過程﹐即使這過程很暴力﹐非常感情強烈。我不斷的哭﹐可是他從不會安慰我。他總是以一種不帶感情﹐就事論事的口吻來描述我的問題。仿彿我的問題對他而已單純只是個填字遊戲的字謎。我了解心理治療師需要以冷靜﹑平靜的態度來分析病人的問題﹐可是他太冷酷無感情。我從來就不覺得跟他可以推心置腹。
我一直到去年上半年才又去心理治療﹐是Betsy推薦她的心理醫師給我。暫且稱呼她Dr. Anna。Dr. Anna是個非常棒的人。讓人感到溫暖﹐具有同情心﹐深深的在乎她的病人。當她和我討論問題時﹐我覺得溫暖舒服。我已經去她那裡一年半了。我完全相信她﹐告訴她我全部的事﹐包括這個部落格。我甚至沒有告訴Betsy和其他好友這個部落格﹐雖然我告訴她們全部的事。Dr. Anna鼓勵我寫下我的生活和我的感覺。我愛死了Dr. Anna。她真好。這讓我的工作前途對我更重要。如果沒了工作﹐以及工作提供的健保﹐我將無法負擔看Dr. Anna的費用。
I haven't gone to any therapy until early last year when Betsy recommend her therapist to me. Let's called her Dr. Anna Freud :) Dr. Anna Freud is a wonderful person. Warm, welcoming, sympathetic, care deeply about her patients. When she talked to me, I felt warm and fuzzy and comforted. I have been seeing her for about an year and a half now. I trust her completely and tell her everything, including this blog. I don't even tell Betsy and my other close friends about this blog, although I did tell Betsy and my close friends everything. Dr. Anna encourages me to write down my life and my feelings. I love Dr. Anna. She is wonderful. Which makes my job security even more important to me. Without my job and the health insurance that come with it, I can't afford to see Dr. Anna anymore.
我明天(9/17)有心理治療的預約。我在被強暴之後開始看心理醫師。雖然有點幫助﹐我在六個月之後就自己停止去看醫師。我的第一個心理醫師是很冷淡帶著距離感的人。他都坐著以一種不帶感情的方式聽我描述被強暴的過程﹐即使這過程很暴力﹐非常感情強烈。我不斷的哭﹐可是他從不會安慰我。他總是以一種不帶感情﹐就事論事的口吻來描述我的問題。仿彿我的問題對他而已單純只是個填字遊戲的字謎。我了解心理治療師需要以冷靜﹑平靜的態度來分析病人的問題﹐可是他太冷酷無感情。我從來就不覺得跟他可以推心置腹。
我一直到去年上半年才又去心理治療﹐是Betsy推薦她的心理醫師給我。暫且稱呼她Dr. Anna。Dr. Anna是個非常棒的人。讓人感到溫暖﹐具有同情心﹐深深的在乎她的病人。當她和我討論問題時﹐我覺得溫暖舒服。我已經去她那裡一年半了。我完全相信她﹐告訴她我全部的事﹐包括這個部落格。我甚至沒有告訴Betsy和其他好友這個部落格﹐雖然我告訴她們全部的事。Dr. Anna鼓勵我寫下我的生活和我的感覺。我愛死了Dr. Anna。她真好。這讓我的工作前途對我更重要。如果沒了工作﹐以及工作提供的健保﹐我將無法負擔看Dr. Anna的費用。
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Nonstop Wild Sex Weekend with Dillon -Chinese -與Dillon的狂歡性愛週末
剛剛泡完熱水澡減輕一些疼痛。這兩天我的私處又酸又有點疼。私處和周圍部位又紅又腫脹。我怪罪Dillon和他粗大的陰莖。我們在週末時不停的性交。我們吃﹐喝﹐睡﹐聊天﹐嘻笑﹐性交。我們再吃﹐再喝﹐再睡﹐再聊天﹐再嘻笑﹐再性交。我們整個週末都快樂的﹐赤裸的待在我的公寓裡。
我在禮拜六早上去 John Wayne機場接他。他來南加州就是為了看我。真是感人。我當天上半身穿著深紫色襯衫﹐沒有戴胸罩﹐下半身穿粉紅色內褲和牛仔褲。他穿在咖啡色休閒衫和牛仔褲。他看起來很好看。當我抵達機場時﹐他已經在外面等得有點急。我們互相擁抱﹐親吻很長一段時間。我真的好懷念他。我們分開之後﹐我看到附近有一群白人老人以異樣眼光看我們。我想他們大概很少看到混合種族的伴侶﹐尤其是黑人和亞裔的伴侶。這就是以保守出名的Orange County。我們去個中國餐廳吃飲茶﹐因為他還沒有吃早餐﹐我也想讓他吃吃看道地的中國菜。
吃飽之後﹐我們趕回家。回家之後﹐我放上一片爵士樂CD﹐我們開始熱情的親吻。他用力的擁抱我。然後我們飢餓的脫對方的衣服。他解開我襯衫釦子﹐我的胸部完全曝露出來。我的心興奮地碰碰的跳﹐他吸著我的乳頭﹐當他用手撫弄我的乳房時﹐我脫掉他的上衣。他輕輕的咬我的乳頭。我半嘆口氣半呻吟﹐身體靠著牆﹐他拉著我的腰帶﹐弓起我的背﹐他脫下我的牛仔褲。他蹲下來﹐隔著內褲﹐舔我的私處。我呻吟。然後他脫下我的內褲。我的私處整個展露在他面前﹐他的手指輕柔地插入我的私處。我呻吟著﹐撫摸著他的頭髮﹐他不斷的用口和手愛撫我的私處。我開始濕了。然後他站起來。我身體往前﹐雙手纏繞他的脖子﹐我們親吻。當我們親吻時﹐他的雙手放在我臀部上﹐揉著我的臀部。我們親吻了一段時間。我拉下他褲子的拉鏈﹐掏出他又大又粗的陰莖。我笑了一下﹐開玩笑的模仿小紅帽說﹕“哇﹐外婆啊﹐你的陰莖真是大。“他開懷大笑﹐回答說﹕”才可以更好的跟妳性交啊。“我回答”Woo Hoo好棒啊“。 笑著﹐他要我轉身﹐以雙手手臂靠著牆壁﹐臀部翹起的姿勢﹐他插入我的身體﹐我這時才想到他沒有帶保險套﹐當然已經太晚﹐他已經進入我的身體。我嘆口氣﹐在他有節奏的來回插刺下﹐我很快的拋開我的擔憂﹐開始享受性愛。他的陰莖塞滿我﹐這次和上次相比﹐比較不痛了。
我們進行了好一段時間﹐然後他的陰莖離開我的身體﹐我還想要﹐有點迷惑的回頭看。他把我身體轉過來﹐抱我起來﹐然後把我丟到床上。我咯咯地笑﹐我躺在床上﹐雙腿張開﹐完全的曝露出我的私處。我誘惑地看著他﹐將我的手指插入我的私處﹐拔出手指﹐然後舔手指。他將牛仔褲和內褲脫掉。站在床邊﹐陰莖完全的勃起。有著肌肉強壯﹐線條分明的身體﹐他宛如一個希臘彫像。可是他就只站在那裡﹐看著我。被慾望燃燒﹐我要求他﹕”來嘛﹐Dillon“他笑一下﹐要求我自慰。我有點驚訝和不解﹐不過我服從他的命令﹐我一手揉著我的私處﹐同時另一手的手指插入我的身體。他看著我自慰﹐他的陰莖勃起﹐飢餓的指向我。過一段時間後﹐我變得非常熱情和焦躁﹐在熾熱的情慾下﹐我不斷的哀求他上床。他只是站著﹐笑著﹐看我﹐折磨我。有點沮喪﹐我終於大叫“來幹我吧﹐Dillon。”他笑著跳上床﹐插入我的身體。我全身的感官爆炸開來﹐整個感覺比剛剛他進入我時還要強烈。他的肉體緊緊的壓著我的肉體。他的舌頭搜索並纏繞我的舌頭﹐我們的脣相互緊緊的鎖在一起。他有節奏的來回插刺。每一次的插刺﹐刺激我的身體﹐每一次的插刺﹐我呻吟更大聲﹐我的呼吸更急促。突然間﹐感覺好像時間停止了﹐也變得非常安靜。然後我有了強烈的性高潮。一波又一波強烈的感官爆炸感沖過我全身。這次性高潮感覺像是過了永恆。在感官浪潮慢慢消退後﹐我發現我的手指甲深深的戳入Dillon的背。他仍然在我體內﹐仍然繼續著﹐他的陰莖在我體內來回插刺。我的雙手往下移動﹐抓著他的臀部﹐淫蕩的把他的臀部往我推。
過一陣子﹐他再次拔出他的陰莖﹐要我換個姿勢。我轉過身﹐以手腳支撐我的身體。他的陰莖從背後插入我﹐我呻吟著﹐這是我最喜歡的姿勢。他來回插刺得更用力﹐更激烈。他挑逗地拍打我的臀部﹐我在狂喜中呼叫著。他的呼吸越來越急促﹐他也高潮了﹐他在我體內射精。我等他停止插刺﹐等所有精液都在我體內。然後我轉過去﹐開始舔他的陰莖﹐我慢慢的把精液和我的體液從他的陰莖舔掉。把他陰莖舔乾淨後﹐我躺在他身邊。我那時候才發現音樂老早已經停止。
我們休息了一會。他開始親我﹐揉著我的臀部。他的手好色的愛撫我的身體。他又堅硬起來。他要我轉身﹐彎腰四肢趴著﹐他靠過來﹐揉摸我的臀﹐輕輕咬著我的臀。我呻吟著。他慢慢的從背後品嘗著我。他的手緩慢的在我的臀和私處之間來回輕撫。我呻吟得更大聲﹐熱切的期待下一輪的性愛。他要求和我肛交。我笑了起來。我喜歡肛交﹐沒有像口交或陰道交那麼喜歡﹐不過也還可以。只是我有個條件﹕男伴一定要帶保險套。我從來不准男人不帶保險套就和我肛交。對這一點我非常堅持。微笑著﹐我下床從床頭櫃拿出潤滑劑和保險套﹐然後回到床上。Dillon躺在床上﹐我低頭幫他口交。幾分鐘之後﹐我把保險套套在他的陰莖上﹐慢慢的﹑淫媚的把潤滑劑塗上他的陰莖。他很喜歡這樣。同時﹐我也潤滑了我的肛門。他示意我坐上他。我跨坐在他身上﹐慢慢的放低我的身體﹐用手引導他的陰莖。慢慢的﹐他進入我的肛門。被他的粗大陰莖插入肛門很痛。即使像我有過肛交經驗的人還是會痛。雖然覺得痛﹐我還是開始上下移動﹐我的手開始愛撫我的私處。慢慢的﹐疼痛感消退﹐快感開始浮現。他的手愛撫揉搓我的乳房。輕輕地﹐慢慢地捏著我乳頭。我全身的官能感覺都被刺激著。我高聲呼叫﹐我性高潮了。他等我的高潮慢慢消退﹐然後要求我換個姿勢。我離開他的身體﹐趴在床上﹐擺著“狗爬姿勢”(doggy style怎麼翻譯啊﹖)。我的頭靠在枕頭上﹐臀部翹得高高的。他從我背後進入我的肛門。我們的身體持續擺動好一陣子﹐然後他也性高潮了。我拿掉他的保險套。我們去浴室﹐一起沖澡。整個週末我們只有再一次肛交。
這只是開始。我們洗完澡之後已經是下午接近黃昏了。我們都很餓。從早餐之後就沒吃東西。我們決定叫披薩吃。當送披薩的人來﹐我本來要穿件T-shirt再去開門的﹐但是Dillon命令我光著身子開門。為什麼﹖我也不知道。但是抱著調皮好玩的心態﹐我順從他的命令。送披薩的是個年輕小伙子﹐看樣子才二十出頭而已。當他看到赤裸的我時﹐他的表情古怪得好笑。他講話結結巴巴﹐滿臉通紅。我很肯定這是他有過最好的小費﹐一定永生難忘。哈哈哈。我們吃飽後﹐我從冰箱拿出兩瓶啤酒﹐我們坐在床上聊天。他是個很會聊天的人。幽默機智﹐知識豐富又有趣。我們聊了一段時間。我們體力恢復後﹐我們再次上床。我們整夜都在性交。
禮拜天早上﹐睡醒起來﹐Dillon在我身旁睡得正香甜。我往下一看﹐果然﹐他完全勃起。我沒有動他﹐因為看他睡得那麼香甜﹐不願意弄醒他。他熟睡的樣子好可愛﹐好像嬰兒。我洗好澡後﹐Dillon已經醒了。我笑著對他說﹕“早安啊﹐愛睏蟲”。他笑著進入浴室。幾分鐘之後﹐在聽到蓮蓬頭的水聲後﹐我進去浴室裡。打開簾布﹐進去浴缸﹐握著他的陰莖﹐我的手來回抽揉他的肉體。我跪下來幫他口交。我吸吮他的陰莖﹐然後他的陰囊。好幾分鐘之後﹐他呻吟﹐射精到我嘴中﹐我繼續吸吮﹐直到他的精液全射入我嘴﹐我將精液吞下後起身﹐他繼續洗澡﹐我則在一旁刷牙。然後去廚房準備早餐。還好我還有雞蛋﹐培根。裸著身子煮飯有點危險﹐不過我穿了圍裙。Dillon進來廚房﹐親吻我的脖子。他幫我煮咖啡。我們有好吃的早餐﹐愉快的聊天。吃完早餐後﹐我們又回床上性交。
禮拜天晚上﹐我們一起去機場。我們到了之後﹐他堅持我待在外面﹐他說我沒有必要進去機場送行。這句話很冷酷﹐我很受傷﹐可是還是乖乖的順從。我們在人行道上吻別。吻完之後我開始哭。他身體前傾﹐握著我的手﹐親吻我的眼睛﹐吻掉我的淚水。然後﹐轉身揮手告別﹐他進去機場﹐留我一個人在站在人行道哭泣。我已經開始想念Dillon﹐等不及他下次再來南加州。
我在禮拜六早上去 John Wayne機場接他。他來南加州就是為了看我。真是感人。我當天上半身穿著深紫色襯衫﹐沒有戴胸罩﹐下半身穿粉紅色內褲和牛仔褲。他穿在咖啡色休閒衫和牛仔褲。他看起來很好看。當我抵達機場時﹐他已經在外面等得有點急。我們互相擁抱﹐親吻很長一段時間。我真的好懷念他。我們分開之後﹐我看到附近有一群白人老人以異樣眼光看我們。我想他們大概很少看到混合種族的伴侶﹐尤其是黑人和亞裔的伴侶。這就是以保守出名的Orange County。我們去個中國餐廳吃飲茶﹐因為他還沒有吃早餐﹐我也想讓他吃吃看道地的中國菜。
吃飽之後﹐我們趕回家。回家之後﹐我放上一片爵士樂CD﹐我們開始熱情的親吻。他用力的擁抱我。然後我們飢餓的脫對方的衣服。他解開我襯衫釦子﹐我的胸部完全曝露出來。我的心興奮地碰碰的跳﹐他吸著我的乳頭﹐當他用手撫弄我的乳房時﹐我脫掉他的上衣。他輕輕的咬我的乳頭。我半嘆口氣半呻吟﹐身體靠著牆﹐他拉著我的腰帶﹐弓起我的背﹐他脫下我的牛仔褲。他蹲下來﹐隔著內褲﹐舔我的私處。我呻吟。然後他脫下我的內褲。我的私處整個展露在他面前﹐他的手指輕柔地插入我的私處。我呻吟著﹐撫摸著他的頭髮﹐他不斷的用口和手愛撫我的私處。我開始濕了。然後他站起來。我身體往前﹐雙手纏繞他的脖子﹐我們親吻。當我們親吻時﹐他的雙手放在我臀部上﹐揉著我的臀部。我們親吻了一段時間。我拉下他褲子的拉鏈﹐掏出他又大又粗的陰莖。我笑了一下﹐開玩笑的模仿小紅帽說﹕“哇﹐外婆啊﹐你的陰莖真是大。“他開懷大笑﹐回答說﹕”才可以更好的跟妳性交啊。“我回答”Woo Hoo好棒啊“。 笑著﹐他要我轉身﹐以雙手手臂靠著牆壁﹐臀部翹起的姿勢﹐他插入我的身體﹐我這時才想到他沒有帶保險套﹐當然已經太晚﹐他已經進入我的身體。我嘆口氣﹐在他有節奏的來回插刺下﹐我很快的拋開我的擔憂﹐開始享受性愛。他的陰莖塞滿我﹐這次和上次相比﹐比較不痛了。
我們進行了好一段時間﹐然後他的陰莖離開我的身體﹐我還想要﹐有點迷惑的回頭看。他把我身體轉過來﹐抱我起來﹐然後把我丟到床上。我咯咯地笑﹐我躺在床上﹐雙腿張開﹐完全的曝露出我的私處。我誘惑地看著他﹐將我的手指插入我的私處﹐拔出手指﹐然後舔手指。他將牛仔褲和內褲脫掉。站在床邊﹐陰莖完全的勃起。有著肌肉強壯﹐線條分明的身體﹐他宛如一個希臘彫像。可是他就只站在那裡﹐看著我。被慾望燃燒﹐我要求他﹕”來嘛﹐Dillon“他笑一下﹐要求我自慰。我有點驚訝和不解﹐不過我服從他的命令﹐我一手揉著我的私處﹐同時另一手的手指插入我的身體。他看著我自慰﹐他的陰莖勃起﹐飢餓的指向我。過一段時間後﹐我變得非常熱情和焦躁﹐在熾熱的情慾下﹐我不斷的哀求他上床。他只是站著﹐笑著﹐看我﹐折磨我。有點沮喪﹐我終於大叫“來幹我吧﹐Dillon。”他笑著跳上床﹐插入我的身體。我全身的感官爆炸開來﹐整個感覺比剛剛他進入我時還要強烈。他的肉體緊緊的壓著我的肉體。他的舌頭搜索並纏繞我的舌頭﹐我們的脣相互緊緊的鎖在一起。他有節奏的來回插刺。每一次的插刺﹐刺激我的身體﹐每一次的插刺﹐我呻吟更大聲﹐我的呼吸更急促。突然間﹐感覺好像時間停止了﹐也變得非常安靜。然後我有了強烈的性高潮。一波又一波強烈的感官爆炸感沖過我全身。這次性高潮感覺像是過了永恆。在感官浪潮慢慢消退後﹐我發現我的手指甲深深的戳入Dillon的背。他仍然在我體內﹐仍然繼續著﹐他的陰莖在我體內來回插刺。我的雙手往下移動﹐抓著他的臀部﹐淫蕩的把他的臀部往我推。
過一陣子﹐他再次拔出他的陰莖﹐要我換個姿勢。我轉過身﹐以手腳支撐我的身體。他的陰莖從背後插入我﹐我呻吟著﹐這是我最喜歡的姿勢。他來回插刺得更用力﹐更激烈。他挑逗地拍打我的臀部﹐我在狂喜中呼叫著。他的呼吸越來越急促﹐他也高潮了﹐他在我體內射精。我等他停止插刺﹐等所有精液都在我體內。然後我轉過去﹐開始舔他的陰莖﹐我慢慢的把精液和我的體液從他的陰莖舔掉。把他陰莖舔乾淨後﹐我躺在他身邊。我那時候才發現音樂老早已經停止。
我們休息了一會。他開始親我﹐揉著我的臀部。他的手好色的愛撫我的身體。他又堅硬起來。他要我轉身﹐彎腰四肢趴著﹐他靠過來﹐揉摸我的臀﹐輕輕咬著我的臀。我呻吟著。他慢慢的從背後品嘗著我。他的手緩慢的在我的臀和私處之間來回輕撫。我呻吟得更大聲﹐熱切的期待下一輪的性愛。他要求和我肛交。我笑了起來。我喜歡肛交﹐沒有像口交或陰道交那麼喜歡﹐不過也還可以。只是我有個條件﹕男伴一定要帶保險套。我從來不准男人不帶保險套就和我肛交。對這一點我非常堅持。微笑著﹐我下床從床頭櫃拿出潤滑劑和保險套﹐然後回到床上。Dillon躺在床上﹐我低頭幫他口交。幾分鐘之後﹐我把保險套套在他的陰莖上﹐慢慢的﹑淫媚的把潤滑劑塗上他的陰莖。他很喜歡這樣。同時﹐我也潤滑了我的肛門。他示意我坐上他。我跨坐在他身上﹐慢慢的放低我的身體﹐用手引導他的陰莖。慢慢的﹐他進入我的肛門。被他的粗大陰莖插入肛門很痛。即使像我有過肛交經驗的人還是會痛。雖然覺得痛﹐我還是開始上下移動﹐我的手開始愛撫我的私處。慢慢的﹐疼痛感消退﹐快感開始浮現。他的手愛撫揉搓我的乳房。輕輕地﹐慢慢地捏著我乳頭。我全身的官能感覺都被刺激著。我高聲呼叫﹐我性高潮了。他等我的高潮慢慢消退﹐然後要求我換個姿勢。我離開他的身體﹐趴在床上﹐擺著“狗爬姿勢”(doggy style怎麼翻譯啊﹖)。我的頭靠在枕頭上﹐臀部翹得高高的。他從我背後進入我的肛門。我們的身體持續擺動好一陣子﹐然後他也性高潮了。我拿掉他的保險套。我們去浴室﹐一起沖澡。整個週末我們只有再一次肛交。
這只是開始。我們洗完澡之後已經是下午接近黃昏了。我們都很餓。從早餐之後就沒吃東西。我們決定叫披薩吃。當送披薩的人來﹐我本來要穿件T-shirt再去開門的﹐但是Dillon命令我光著身子開門。為什麼﹖我也不知道。但是抱著調皮好玩的心態﹐我順從他的命令。送披薩的是個年輕小伙子﹐看樣子才二十出頭而已。當他看到赤裸的我時﹐他的表情古怪得好笑。他講話結結巴巴﹐滿臉通紅。我很肯定這是他有過最好的小費﹐一定永生難忘。哈哈哈。我們吃飽後﹐我從冰箱拿出兩瓶啤酒﹐我們坐在床上聊天。他是個很會聊天的人。幽默機智﹐知識豐富又有趣。我們聊了一段時間。我們體力恢復後﹐我們再次上床。我們整夜都在性交。
禮拜天早上﹐睡醒起來﹐Dillon在我身旁睡得正香甜。我往下一看﹐果然﹐他完全勃起。我沒有動他﹐因為看他睡得那麼香甜﹐不願意弄醒他。他熟睡的樣子好可愛﹐好像嬰兒。我洗好澡後﹐Dillon已經醒了。我笑著對他說﹕“早安啊﹐愛睏蟲”。他笑著進入浴室。幾分鐘之後﹐在聽到蓮蓬頭的水聲後﹐我進去浴室裡。打開簾布﹐進去浴缸﹐握著他的陰莖﹐我的手來回抽揉他的肉體。我跪下來幫他口交。我吸吮他的陰莖﹐然後他的陰囊。好幾分鐘之後﹐他呻吟﹐射精到我嘴中﹐我繼續吸吮﹐直到他的精液全射入我嘴﹐我將精液吞下後起身﹐他繼續洗澡﹐我則在一旁刷牙。然後去廚房準備早餐。還好我還有雞蛋﹐培根。裸著身子煮飯有點危險﹐不過我穿了圍裙。Dillon進來廚房﹐親吻我的脖子。他幫我煮咖啡。我們有好吃的早餐﹐愉快的聊天。吃完早餐後﹐我們又回床上性交。
禮拜天晚上﹐我們一起去機場。我們到了之後﹐他堅持我待在外面﹐他說我沒有必要進去機場送行。這句話很冷酷﹐我很受傷﹐可是還是乖乖的順從。我們在人行道上吻別。吻完之後我開始哭。他身體前傾﹐握著我的手﹐親吻我的眼睛﹐吻掉我的淚水。然後﹐轉身揮手告別﹐他進去機場﹐留我一個人在站在人行道哭泣。我已經開始想念Dillon﹐等不及他下次再來南加州。
Nonstop Wild Sex Weekend with Dillon
Just finished taking hot bath to relieved some pain. My private parts are sore and little painful for the past two days. Its lips and surrounding area are red, puffy, and swollen. I blamed it on Dillon and his thick penis. We had sex nonstop during the weekend. We ate, we drank, we slept, we talked, we laughed and we fucked. And we ate some more, drank some more, slept some more, talked some more, laughed some more, and fucked some more. We stayed in my apartment naked the entire weekend.
I picked up Dillon at John Wayne Airport on Saturday morning. He came to So Cal just to see me. Aww, how nice of him. I was wearing a purple shirt without a bra and a jean with a pink panties. He showed up in a brown polo shirt with jean. He looked good. When I arrived in the airport, he was already waiting outside, look anxious. We embraced each other and kissed for a long time. Oh, how I missed him. After we separated, I noticed a group of old white people looked at us with strange look. I supposed they didn't see a lot of interracial couple, let alone a black/Asian interracial couple. Well, that's Orange County for you. We stopped at a Chinese restaurant for some dim sum because he hadn't got anything to eat, and I wanted him to tried some authentic Chinese food.
We rushed home after breakfast. After we went home. I putted on a jazz CD, and we started kissing passionately. He embraced me and hugged me tight. We undressed each other hungrily. He unbuttoned my shirt and my breasts fully exposed. My heart was pounding with excitement. He suckled at my nipples. I removed his shirt while he fondled my breasts. He bit lightly on my nipple. I half sighed half moan, I leaned against the wall. He pulled on my belt, arched my waist forward. He removed my jean. He kneed down and licked my sex through my panties. I moaned. He removed my panties. With my sex fully exposed, he inserted fingers into me gently and tenderly. I moaned and rubbing his hair. He kept massaged my sex with his tongue and fingers. I was getting wet. Then he stood up. I leaned forward and wrapped my arms around his neck. We kissed. While we kissed, his hands was on my ass, rubbing my ass. We kissed for a while. I unzipped his fly and took out his big and thick penis. I smiled and, jokingly, said:”Oh, my, grandma, what a big penis you have.” He laughed heartily, and reply “the better to fuck you with.” I said: ”woohoo.” He turned me around, with my arms against the wall and my ass arched toward him, he penetrated me. I then realized he wasn't wearing a condom, but it was too late. He was already inside of me. I sighed and with his rhythmical thrusting, I soon tossed the worry aside and started to enjoyed the sex. His penis filled me completely. It was less painful than last time.
We kept going for a while. Then he removed his penis. Wanting more, I turned my head around, puzzled. He turned me around, picked me up, and threw me onto the bed. Giggling, I laid in bed, with my legs open, fully exposed my sex. I stuck my finger into my sex, pulled out and licked my finger while look at him seductively. He took off his jean and underwear. Standing beside the bed with his penis fully erected. With a tone and muscular body, he was like a Greek statue. But he was just standing there, looked at me. With the desire burning inside of me, I asked: “come on, Dillon.” He smiled, and asked me to masturbated. Slightly surprised and puzzled, I followed his command. I rubbed my sex with one hand and inserted my finger inside with other hand. He watched me with his penis fully erected and pointed at me hungrily. After a while, I was getting really passionated and restless. I kept pleading him to come to bed. But he just stood there with smiling on his face, watching me, torturing me. Frustrated, I finally yelled out “fuck me, Dillon.” With a smile, he jumped to bed, and he took me. A full explosion of senses, much stronger then the first time he entered me, vibrated all over me. His flesh pressed against mine tightly. His tongue searched and tangled with my tongue. Our lips locked. He thrust rhythmically. With each thrust, my body was stimulated. With each thrust, I moaned louder, my breath hastened. Suddenly, it felts as if time stopped, and it became extremely quiet. Then, I had a powerful orgasm. Waves after waves of strong sensory explosion washed over me. The orgasm felt like eternal. With the waves of sense slowly subside, I realized my finger nails must dug deeply into Dillon's back. He was still inside me and still going. His penis thrust inside me. My hands moved down, held his ass, lustily pushed his hip against my flesh.
After awhile, he removed his penis again, and wanted me to change position. I turned around and was on my hands and knees. His penis penetrated me from behind. I moaned. It was my favorite position. He thrust violently, much harder. He spanked my ass lasciviously. I screamed in ecstasy. His breath started to hasten, and he came. He ejaculated inside me. I waited until he stopped thrusting, and all his semen were within me. Then, I turned around, and started licking his penis. I slowly licked away the semen and my honey off his penis. After licking his penis cleaned, I laid on the bed with him. Only then I realized the music was long dead.
We rested for a while. He started to kissed me and rubbing my ass. His hands caressed my body lustfully. He was harden again. He asked me to turned around, and crouching on my hands and knees. He leaned over to rubbed my ass and lightly bit my ass. I moaned. He slowly tasted me from behind. His hands slowly moved back and forth between my ass to my sex. I moaned louder. I anxiously waited for the next round of sex. He asked me for anal sex. I smiled. I did enjoyed anal sex, though no as much as oral sex and vaginal sex. There was one condition: condom is absolutely a must. I never allowed a guy having anal sex with me without condom. I always insisted on that. Smiling, I got off the bed and took out a condom and lubricants with me from my nightstand and went back to bed. With Dillon laid in bed, I gave him oral sex. After a few minute, I putted the condom on Dillon's penis and slowly and sensually lubricated his penis. He enjoyed it a lot. I lubricated my anus at the same time. He signaled me to be on top. I was on top on him, slowly lower my body with my hands guiding his penis. Slowly, he entered my anus. It was painful with his thick penis, even for someone like me who had anal sex experiences. Even though I was still painful, I started to moved up and down and my hands started to massaged my sex. Slowly the pain subside. The pleasure emerged. His hands fondled and caressed my breasts and lightly and slowly pinched my nipples. All of my sensual senses stimulated. I screamed, and I had an orgasm. He waited until my orgasm subside, then he asked me to changed position. I got off him and resumed doggy style with my head resting on the pillow. My ass was pointed high. He entered my anus from behind. We kept going for a while, then he had an orgasm as well. I removed the condom. We went to the bathroom and showered together. We only had anal sex one other time for the whole weekend.
That was only the beginning. It was late afternoon after we showered. We both were hungry. We didn't eat anything since breakfast. We decided to order pizza. When the pizza guy came, I was going to putted on a t-shirt and answered the door. But Dillon ordered me to answered the door naked. Why? I don't know. But I did, being in a mischievous mood. The pizza guy was a young man, must be in his early twenty. His face was so funny when he saw my naked body. He stuttered and his face was all red. I am sure it was the best tip he ever had and he would never forget about it. :) LOL After we ate, I took out two beers from the fridge. We sat on the bed, chatting. He was a great conversationist. He was charming and witting and knowledgeable and funny. We chatted for a while. With our energy regained, we were back to sex again. We had sex the whole night.
On Sunday morning, I woke up with Dillon slept soundly beside me. I looked down, sure enough, he was fully erected. I didn't touch him because he slept so peaceful I didn't want to wake him. How adorable, he was like a baby. After I got off the shower, Dillon was awake. Smiled, I said to him: ”Good morning, sleepy head.” Smiling, he went into the bathroom. After a while, I went inside as soon as soon as I heard the water running. I opened the curtain, went into the shower, reached down and held his penis. I was rubbed and stroked it. I kneed down and gave him a blow job. I suckled his penis and then his balls. After a long while, he moaned and ejaculated in my mouth. I kept going, until he ejaculated all his semen in my mouth. I swallowed and got up. He resumed showering while I brushed my tooth. I then went to kitchen to prepare breakfast. Good thing I still had eggs and bacon. Cooking in the nude could be dangerous, but I wore apron. Dillon came in, kissed my neck. He helped me brewed coffee. We had a great breakfast with wonderful conversations. After breakfast, we back to sex again.
On Sunday night, we went to the airport. After we arrived, he insisted that I stayed outside. No need for me to go inside to see him off, he said. How cold. That somewhat hurt me, but I complied. We kissed goodbye by the curbside. I started crying after we kissed. He leaned forward, held my hands, kissed my eyes and kiss away my tears. Then, waving goodbye, he went inside the airport, left me standing by the curb crying. I already missed him dearly and can't wait for him to come back.
I picked up Dillon at John Wayne Airport on Saturday morning. He came to So Cal just to see me. Aww, how nice of him. I was wearing a purple shirt without a bra and a jean with a pink panties. He showed up in a brown polo shirt with jean. He looked good. When I arrived in the airport, he was already waiting outside, look anxious. We embraced each other and kissed for a long time. Oh, how I missed him. After we separated, I noticed a group of old white people looked at us with strange look. I supposed they didn't see a lot of interracial couple, let alone a black/Asian interracial couple. Well, that's Orange County for you. We stopped at a Chinese restaurant for some dim sum because he hadn't got anything to eat, and I wanted him to tried some authentic Chinese food.
We rushed home after breakfast. After we went home. I putted on a jazz CD, and we started kissing passionately. He embraced me and hugged me tight. We undressed each other hungrily. He unbuttoned my shirt and my breasts fully exposed. My heart was pounding with excitement. He suckled at my nipples. I removed his shirt while he fondled my breasts. He bit lightly on my nipple. I half sighed half moan, I leaned against the wall. He pulled on my belt, arched my waist forward. He removed my jean. He kneed down and licked my sex through my panties. I moaned. He removed my panties. With my sex fully exposed, he inserted fingers into me gently and tenderly. I moaned and rubbing his hair. He kept massaged my sex with his tongue and fingers. I was getting wet. Then he stood up. I leaned forward and wrapped my arms around his neck. We kissed. While we kissed, his hands was on my ass, rubbing my ass. We kissed for a while. I unzipped his fly and took out his big and thick penis. I smiled and, jokingly, said:”Oh, my, grandma, what a big penis you have.” He laughed heartily, and reply “the better to fuck you with.” I said: ”woohoo.” He turned me around, with my arms against the wall and my ass arched toward him, he penetrated me. I then realized he wasn't wearing a condom, but it was too late. He was already inside of me. I sighed and with his rhythmical thrusting, I soon tossed the worry aside and started to enjoyed the sex. His penis filled me completely. It was less painful than last time.
We kept going for a while. Then he removed his penis. Wanting more, I turned my head around, puzzled. He turned me around, picked me up, and threw me onto the bed. Giggling, I laid in bed, with my legs open, fully exposed my sex. I stuck my finger into my sex, pulled out and licked my finger while look at him seductively. He took off his jean and underwear. Standing beside the bed with his penis fully erected. With a tone and muscular body, he was like a Greek statue. But he was just standing there, looked at me. With the desire burning inside of me, I asked: “come on, Dillon.” He smiled, and asked me to masturbated. Slightly surprised and puzzled, I followed his command. I rubbed my sex with one hand and inserted my finger inside with other hand. He watched me with his penis fully erected and pointed at me hungrily. After a while, I was getting really passionated and restless. I kept pleading him to come to bed. But he just stood there with smiling on his face, watching me, torturing me. Frustrated, I finally yelled out “fuck me, Dillon.” With a smile, he jumped to bed, and he took me. A full explosion of senses, much stronger then the first time he entered me, vibrated all over me. His flesh pressed against mine tightly. His tongue searched and tangled with my tongue. Our lips locked. He thrust rhythmically. With each thrust, my body was stimulated. With each thrust, I moaned louder, my breath hastened. Suddenly, it felts as if time stopped, and it became extremely quiet. Then, I had a powerful orgasm. Waves after waves of strong sensory explosion washed over me. The orgasm felt like eternal. With the waves of sense slowly subside, I realized my finger nails must dug deeply into Dillon's back. He was still inside me and still going. His penis thrust inside me. My hands moved down, held his ass, lustily pushed his hip against my flesh.
After awhile, he removed his penis again, and wanted me to change position. I turned around and was on my hands and knees. His penis penetrated me from behind. I moaned. It was my favorite position. He thrust violently, much harder. He spanked my ass lasciviously. I screamed in ecstasy. His breath started to hasten, and he came. He ejaculated inside me. I waited until he stopped thrusting, and all his semen were within me. Then, I turned around, and started licking his penis. I slowly licked away the semen and my honey off his penis. After licking his penis cleaned, I laid on the bed with him. Only then I realized the music was long dead.
We rested for a while. He started to kissed me and rubbing my ass. His hands caressed my body lustfully. He was harden again. He asked me to turned around, and crouching on my hands and knees. He leaned over to rubbed my ass and lightly bit my ass. I moaned. He slowly tasted me from behind. His hands slowly moved back and forth between my ass to my sex. I moaned louder. I anxiously waited for the next round of sex. He asked me for anal sex. I smiled. I did enjoyed anal sex, though no as much as oral sex and vaginal sex. There was one condition: condom is absolutely a must. I never allowed a guy having anal sex with me without condom. I always insisted on that. Smiling, I got off the bed and took out a condom and lubricants with me from my nightstand and went back to bed. With Dillon laid in bed, I gave him oral sex. After a few minute, I putted the condom on Dillon's penis and slowly and sensually lubricated his penis. He enjoyed it a lot. I lubricated my anus at the same time. He signaled me to be on top. I was on top on him, slowly lower my body with my hands guiding his penis. Slowly, he entered my anus. It was painful with his thick penis, even for someone like me who had anal sex experiences. Even though I was still painful, I started to moved up and down and my hands started to massaged my sex. Slowly the pain subside. The pleasure emerged. His hands fondled and caressed my breasts and lightly and slowly pinched my nipples. All of my sensual senses stimulated. I screamed, and I had an orgasm. He waited until my orgasm subside, then he asked me to changed position. I got off him and resumed doggy style with my head resting on the pillow. My ass was pointed high. He entered my anus from behind. We kept going for a while, then he had an orgasm as well. I removed the condom. We went to the bathroom and showered together. We only had anal sex one other time for the whole weekend.
That was only the beginning. It was late afternoon after we showered. We both were hungry. We didn't eat anything since breakfast. We decided to order pizza. When the pizza guy came, I was going to putted on a t-shirt and answered the door. But Dillon ordered me to answered the door naked. Why? I don't know. But I did, being in a mischievous mood. The pizza guy was a young man, must be in his early twenty. His face was so funny when he saw my naked body. He stuttered and his face was all red. I am sure it was the best tip he ever had and he would never forget about it. :) LOL After we ate, I took out two beers from the fridge. We sat on the bed, chatting. He was a great conversationist. He was charming and witting and knowledgeable and funny. We chatted for a while. With our energy regained, we were back to sex again. We had sex the whole night.
On Sunday morning, I woke up with Dillon slept soundly beside me. I looked down, sure enough, he was fully erected. I didn't touch him because he slept so peaceful I didn't want to wake him. How adorable, he was like a baby. After I got off the shower, Dillon was awake. Smiled, I said to him: ”Good morning, sleepy head.” Smiling, he went into the bathroom. After a while, I went inside as soon as soon as I heard the water running. I opened the curtain, went into the shower, reached down and held his penis. I was rubbed and stroked it. I kneed down and gave him a blow job. I suckled his penis and then his balls. After a long while, he moaned and ejaculated in my mouth. I kept going, until he ejaculated all his semen in my mouth. I swallowed and got up. He resumed showering while I brushed my tooth. I then went to kitchen to prepare breakfast. Good thing I still had eggs and bacon. Cooking in the nude could be dangerous, but I wore apron. Dillon came in, kissed my neck. He helped me brewed coffee. We had a great breakfast with wonderful conversations. After breakfast, we back to sex again.
On Sunday night, we went to the airport. After we arrived, he insisted that I stayed outside. No need for me to go inside to see him off, he said. How cold. That somewhat hurt me, but I complied. We kissed goodbye by the curbside. I started crying after we kissed. He leaned forward, held my hands, kissed my eyes and kiss away my tears. Then, waving goodbye, he went inside the airport, left me standing by the curb crying. I already missed him dearly and can't wait for him to come back.
Monday, September 14, 2009
Economy and Traffic
The state of the economy is on everyone's mind nowadays. I have a very unscientific, and unproven, way to show that the economy is on the rebound and job market looks better now: traffic. When I went to work two years ago, traffic was horrific. Once or twice a month, there would be a especially bad traffic. Normally it takes about 30 minutes from my apartment to my work. On the day with especially bad traffic, it would take me extra 15 to 20 minute. Note the economy was doing great during that time. Then, the economy went south. The traffic actually got a lot lighter. Also, there was no more the especially bad traffic day. It was very easy getting to work. The traffic has back to bad this past few weeks. The Especially Bad Traffic Day has come back. It took me like 50 minutes getting to work. I guess that means a lot more people finding employment now. Hopefully recovering economy and better job market translate into lots business for my company. My job security depends on it.
New Book Reveals the Real Reason Women Have Sex - Sex | Erectile Dysfunction | Sexual Health - FOXNews.com
New Book Reveals the Real Reason Women Have Sex - Sex | Erectile Dysfunction | Sexual Health - FOXNews.com
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Hahaha, Betsy sent me this link. That's so funny. Come to think of it, it is kind of true. When I first read the article, I was laughing hard and questioned the research. But after carefully thinking deeply about my motive whenever I met with my sexual partners, most likely it is to relieving boredom. Don't get me wrong, the sex with my partners were great. I enjoyed a lot. And I did have sex in passionate moments and sex for pleasure. In fact, I just had a great, and extremely pleasurable sex this past weekend. But most of the time, like the research said, I have sex to relieve boredom. Also, In the article, there is a woman had sex with her husband so he could take out trash. That's a little bit extreme in my opinion, but I understand why she did that. When I was in serious relationship, I did use sex as a tool to manipulated/negotiated with my boyfriend of the time. Well, actually, I think most women did that to their partners. I bet most women are like that. Not as extreme as using sex to make a guy to take out trash, but, yeah, we use sex to make guys do things. Isn't this fairly obvious?
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Hahaha, Betsy sent me this link. That's so funny. Come to think of it, it is kind of true. When I first read the article, I was laughing hard and questioned the research. But after carefully thinking deeply about my motive whenever I met with my sexual partners, most likely it is to relieving boredom. Don't get me wrong, the sex with my partners were great. I enjoyed a lot. And I did have sex in passionate moments and sex for pleasure. In fact, I just had a great, and extremely pleasurable sex this past weekend. But most of the time, like the research said, I have sex to relieve boredom. Also, In the article, there is a woman had sex with her husband so he could take out trash. That's a little bit extreme in my opinion, but I understand why she did that. When I was in serious relationship, I did use sex as a tool to manipulated/negotiated with my boyfriend of the time. Well, actually, I think most women did that to their partners. I bet most women are like that. Not as extreme as using sex to make a guy to take out trash, but, yeah, we use sex to make guys do things. Isn't this fairly obvious?
Friday, September 11, 2009
Dillon On Weekend
Dillon just emailed me and wanted to come and stay at my home this weekend. Alright!! Dillon and I kept a email communication. We emailed each other a lot. He even tried to do some cybersex thing. Haha, I never done that. I didn't know what to do. So I sent him some risqué photos. :) Come to think of it, it is kind of weird that he insisted on email. He only called me once last Friday after we slept together. He never called this week, even though he had my home phone number. No matter, because he is coming here during the weekend. Hooray, all the Dillon I can handle for two full day. **Swoon**
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Quiet Peaceful Night
Tonight was quiet. As I grew older, the wild sex night slowly replaced by quiet night at home. I enjoy the quiet, tranquil nights. Most of my weeknights now consist of watching TV, reading a good book, watching DVD (I had a NetFlix membership), and surfing internet. Sometimes one of my steady sexual partners would come over, or I went to their houses, but that only happen once or twice per week.
今晚是個安祥的夜晚。年紀漸大﹐狂熱性愛的夜晚漸漸變成在家的安靜夜晚。我喜歡平靜﹐安寧的夜晚。現在大部份的非假日晚上都是看看電視﹐讀讀書﹐看DVD﹐還有上網。有時候我的固定性伴侶會來我家﹐或是我去他們家﹐不過大概一個禮拜只有一﹑兩次如此。
Updated: I thought it would be a quiet night. I started reading “Delta of Venus.” Darn, I got hot and bother. *Fanning myself* Anais Nin was such a wonderful and talented writer. The sex scenes are all done in tasteful and poetic way; yet still raw, sensual, and emotional. *Keep fanning self harder* I reread my posts, the sex parts are pale by comparison. The only consultation is that I got to personally experience all of the sex.
我以為今晚會是個安靜的夜晚。我開始讀“Delta of Venus”。真是讓人全身發熱 *對自己煽風解熱* Anais Nin真是非常好﹐非常有才華。書中的性愛場面都很有品味﹐又有詩意﹐可是仍然保有原始的﹐官能的﹐和濃烈的情感。*煽風煽得更用力*我重讀了我的文章﹐有關性愛的部份相比之下﹐顯得很蒼白。唯一值得安慰的是我親身體驗了所有的性愛場面。
今晚是個安祥的夜晚。年紀漸大﹐狂熱性愛的夜晚漸漸變成在家的安靜夜晚。我喜歡平靜﹐安寧的夜晚。現在大部份的非假日晚上都是看看電視﹐讀讀書﹐看DVD﹐還有上網。有時候我的固定性伴侶會來我家﹐或是我去他們家﹐不過大概一個禮拜只有一﹑兩次如此。
Updated: I thought it would be a quiet night. I started reading “Delta of Venus.” Darn, I got hot and bother. *Fanning myself* Anais Nin was such a wonderful and talented writer. The sex scenes are all done in tasteful and poetic way; yet still raw, sensual, and emotional. *Keep fanning self harder* I reread my posts, the sex parts are pale by comparison. The only consultation is that I got to personally experience all of the sex.
我以為今晚會是個安靜的夜晚。我開始讀“Delta of Venus”。真是讓人全身發熱 *對自己煽風解熱* Anais Nin真是非常好﹐非常有才華。書中的性愛場面都很有品味﹐又有詩意﹐可是仍然保有原始的﹐官能的﹐和濃烈的情感。*煽風煽得更用力*我重讀了我的文章﹐有關性愛的部份相比之下﹐顯得很蒼白。唯一值得安慰的是我親身體驗了所有的性愛場面。
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Productive Night
After work, I went directly to Bill's fitness club. Haven't been there for a few weeks now. Normally I go to the fitness club about once per week, but sort of lazy to go lately. I know, even once per week is not enough, plus I love gourmet food. Sigh, I just don't like to exercise. I gained some weight recently, which is what prompted me to go to the fitness club today. Bill was happy to see me. He was happier after I gave him a blow job in his office. :) Anyway, I had a good work-out, other than the oral sex, of course. After the work-out, I went to dinner with Bill. I did some job searching after I got home. Sent out my resume to some places. Keep my fingers crossed. Bill's fitness club wasn't hiring. He is under a lot of pressure since the membership declined sharply in this economy. He looked stress. I kind of worry for him. He needs some gal to takes care of him. Clearly I am not the one.
下班之後﹐我直接去Bill的健身中心。這幾個禮拜都沒去。一般來說﹐我大概每個禮拜去一次。即使一個禮拜去一次也不夠﹐而且我喜愛吃美食。我就是不喜歡運動嘛。最近體重增加了一些﹐這是我今天會跑去健身中心的原因。Bill很高興看到我﹐我在他的辦公室裡幫他口交後他更高興了﹐哈哈哈。今天運動的很充足﹐嗯﹐除了口交之外﹐還有做其他運動啦。運動完了之後﹐跟Bill去吃晚餐。回家後上網找工作﹐把我的履歷表寄到一些公司。希望好運囉。Bill的健身中心沒有要請人。他最近壓力很大﹐經濟不景氣之下﹐讓許多人都不願加入成為會員。他看起來很緊張﹐我替他擔心。他需要有個女孩子來照顧他。當然我不是這個人選。
下班之後﹐我直接去Bill的健身中心。這幾個禮拜都沒去。一般來說﹐我大概每個禮拜去一次。即使一個禮拜去一次也不夠﹐而且我喜愛吃美食。我就是不喜歡運動嘛。最近體重增加了一些﹐這是我今天會跑去健身中心的原因。Bill很高興看到我﹐我在他的辦公室裡幫他口交後他更高興了﹐哈哈哈。今天運動的很充足﹐嗯﹐除了口交之外﹐還有做其他運動啦。運動完了之後﹐跟Bill去吃晚餐。回家後上網找工作﹐把我的履歷表寄到一些公司。希望好運囉。Bill的健身中心沒有要請人。他最近壓力很大﹐經濟不景氣之下﹐讓許多人都不願加入成為會員。他看起來很緊張﹐我替他擔心。他需要有個女孩子來照顧他。當然我不是這個人選。
Job Security
Completely bored at work today. Actually, business has been very slow for a few month now. The business was so slow and I was so bored and had absolutely nothing to do that I started this blog. I was able to write, at least the English part, about two entries per day. It is not getting better. Normally this time of the year is the busiest with Thanksgiving-Christmas shopping season coming up. Not last year nor this year. The production and warehouse already laid off several workers. So far the office workers are safe, but no one knows how long. Talked with the gals at Accounting, they complained of no business, nothing to do neither. We are all very worry about our job securities. Some gals even start looking for a new job. Should I start to look for a new job as well? No matter, it is time to revise my old resume.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Emotional Levels of Sex
After re-read my posts, especially the Chinese version, I felt I need to clarify some of my word usage. When I described my sex encounters, I used the Chinese word “性交” for sex activities. 性交, sometimes consider vulgar because it's association with sex, is a biological term for sex. A purely biological function sans emotions. That's exactly why I choose the word. I do not used the word for its vulgarity. I used the word to describe a sexual encounter that's purely biological.
I normally separate sex into several levels: rape, fuck/sex, and make love. I was brutally raped in college. It was a traumatic experience. Rape obviously means that the sex isn't consensual and obviously no positive emotion involved.
Fuck and sex, to me at least, means that the sexual activities, may or may not be enjoyable, are purely biological. There are no emotions involved with fuck. Just a purely biological function. My encounters in sex clubs are like that. They satisfy my biological urge without any emotional attachments. Sometimes “sex” to me means that with some degree of positive emotions involved. I have several stable sexual partners. Obviously I like them a lot. Having sex with them feel more emotional involved than with people I met in sex clubs. However, there is no romantic feeling towards my stable sexual partners.
Make love means that I truly love the person that I am with. I was in several serious relationships. I was truly in love with them. The sex was with the most positive emotions involved.
I also felt that some clarification needed when I used the word “lover”. Well, obviously I don't love my lovers. I just found the word a lot more poetic than sexual partner. “Sexual partner” is too mechanical, too cold. I guess I, although jaded, am still romantic at heart.
在重讀過我的文章後﹐尤其是中文的部份﹐我覺得有必要說明我的用字。當我描寫性愛時﹐我用“性交”這個字眼。性交在中文裡﹐純粹是生理功能﹐沒有情感的瓜葛。這正是我想要表達的。因為“性交”這個字眼牽扯到性﹐因此在中文中有時會被認為是不好的字﹐但是我完全沒有這個意思﹐純粹想表達一種沒有感情的性。
一般來說﹐我把性分成幾個程度﹕強姦﹐性交﹐還有做愛。我在大學時曾經被兩個黑人以凶殘的手段強暴﹐被強暴是個非常痛苦的經驗。 強暴自然表示說性並不是在雙方同意下發生的﹐而且沒有正面的感情在內。
Fuck和sex對我來說﹐不論享不享受﹐都是沒有感情﹐純粹是生理機能。我在性愛俱樂部的對象就是如此﹐他們滿足了我生理上的需求﹐但是不必有感情上的瓜葛。性交對我而言﹐有幾分感情在內。我有幾個固定的性伴侶。當然我還滿喜歡他們的。跟他們上床比和性愛俱樂部的人要有感情多了。然而我對我的固定性伴侶們並沒有浪漫的感情。
做愛代表我真的愛上了和我一起的人。我曾經有過幾段認真的感情。我真的很愛他們。跟他們的性愛是最有感情的。
我覺得也有必要澄清我使用“lover”這個字。自然的﹐我並不愛我的lover﹐我只是覺得lover這個字比性伴侶更有詩意。性伴侶感覺太機器化﹐太冰冷。我想即使是像我這樣歷練豐富的人﹐內心還是保有點浪漫。
I normally separate sex into several levels: rape, fuck/sex, and make love. I was brutally raped in college. It was a traumatic experience. Rape obviously means that the sex isn't consensual and obviously no positive emotion involved.
Fuck and sex, to me at least, means that the sexual activities, may or may not be enjoyable, are purely biological. There are no emotions involved with fuck. Just a purely biological function. My encounters in sex clubs are like that. They satisfy my biological urge without any emotional attachments. Sometimes “sex” to me means that with some degree of positive emotions involved. I have several stable sexual partners. Obviously I like them a lot. Having sex with them feel more emotional involved than with people I met in sex clubs. However, there is no romantic feeling towards my stable sexual partners.
Make love means that I truly love the person that I am with. I was in several serious relationships. I was truly in love with them. The sex was with the most positive emotions involved.
I also felt that some clarification needed when I used the word “lover”. Well, obviously I don't love my lovers. I just found the word a lot more poetic than sexual partner. “Sexual partner” is too mechanical, too cold. I guess I, although jaded, am still romantic at heart.
在重讀過我的文章後﹐尤其是中文的部份﹐我覺得有必要說明我的用字。當我描寫性愛時﹐我用“性交”這個字眼。性交在中文裡﹐純粹是生理功能﹐沒有情感的瓜葛。這正是我想要表達的。因為“性交”這個字眼牽扯到性﹐因此在中文中有時會被認為是不好的字﹐但是我完全沒有這個意思﹐純粹想表達一種沒有感情的性。
一般來說﹐我把性分成幾個程度﹕強姦﹐性交﹐還有做愛。我在大學時曾經被兩個黑人以凶殘的手段強暴﹐被強暴是個非常痛苦的經驗。 強暴自然表示說性並不是在雙方同意下發生的﹐而且沒有正面的感情在內。
Fuck和sex對我來說﹐不論享不享受﹐都是沒有感情﹐純粹是生理機能。我在性愛俱樂部的對象就是如此﹐他們滿足了我生理上的需求﹐但是不必有感情上的瓜葛。性交對我而言﹐有幾分感情在內。我有幾個固定的性伴侶。當然我還滿喜歡他們的。跟他們上床比和性愛俱樂部的人要有感情多了。然而我對我的固定性伴侶們並沒有浪漫的感情。
做愛代表我真的愛上了和我一起的人。我曾經有過幾段認真的感情。我真的很愛他們。跟他們的性愛是最有感情的。
我覺得也有必要澄清我使用“lover”這個字。自然的﹐我並不愛我的lover﹐我只是覺得lover這個字比性伴侶更有詩意。性伴侶感覺太機器化﹐太冰冷。我想即使是像我這樣歷練豐富的人﹐內心還是保有點浪漫。
A Fun and Sexy Day with Betsy
Betsy called on Sunday morning. Miles was in Japan for some business related meetings with his brother. Betsy was alone and bored. She wanted to went out for lunch and shopping and asked me to accompanied her. I happily agreed. She was one of my closest friend. She and her husband Miles are my lovers. I love her dearly.
We met at her house. I love her but I found that going to her house was a little annoyed. She and Miles live in a gated community. Every time I went to their home, the security at the gate had to check my ID and called them to confirmed. I know the security were doing their jobs, but since I went to Betsy's house a lot, don't the security ought to know me by now?
Anyway, Betsy was waiting for me when I pulled in onto the drive way. She literally jump out of the front door as soon as I parked. I got off my car. We hugged and kissed, then used her car. She insisted on driving every time we went out. We went to lunch first, to her favorite restaurant. It was a little Italian restaurant near her house. After lunch, we went to the South Coast Plaza. It is her favorite shopping mall. We spent the afternoon there. She is rich, but she never goes on a spending spree. She is careful, though not fugal, with her money. Though she and Miles are always generous towards me. We did get something. I got some clothing, and she got some perfumes.
After finished shopping, we went directly back to her house. When I entered her house, it was big and empty. The maid's day off is always on Sunday and their children were in universities out of state. I kind of understand why Miles and Betsy always have some wild party in their house. They must feel lonely in a big house. She held my hand and we both went up stairs to her room. In her room, she started to undress me slowly and sensually. NOT! Just kidding, LOL. We were too tired from the walking and shopping to having sex. We did take off our clothing but didn't do anything sexual, YET. :) We actually took a bubble bath. It was really relaxing. We were chatting. It was wonderful. After the bath, I was hungry. So I went down stairs to the kitchen to made some sandwich. I was complete naked. I did walk around naked in their house a few times before. It was no big deal to me. While I was making sandwiches, Betsy came in from behind, hugging me. Her naked body pressed against mine. I could felt her warmth radiated towards me. I turned my head, and kissed her. We kept kissing. I then turned around, fully embraced her. We started to made out. Our naked bodies held tightly and our lips and tongues interlocked. Then, my stomach growled. We burst out laughing. We returned to the kitchen counter. I resume making sandwiches with her left hand still holding my waist. We started eating. We quickly devoured the sandwiches.
We finished our dinner quickly. I didn't know what time was it, although it was still bright outside. After our simple dinner, we returned to her room. Smiled mischievously, she broke out some brand new sex toys. We quickly embraced each other. Her fingers caressed me. Her lips kissed my sex. Her tongue traveled my whole body. Her sex were like a flower. The red lips were like the pedals. My hands fondled her breasts. My fingers brushed her blond hair. My tongue licked her sex. Her sex blossomed by my fingers and tongue, her vagina were exposed like a flower bud. We had a long sex session. We used the sex toys on each others. We were having enormous fun.
Betsy在禮拜天早上打電話給我。Miles為了生意上的事﹐到日本和他弟弟開會。Betsy孤單無聊。她想要出門吃飯逛街﹐希望我能陪她。我很高興的同意。她是我最親密的朋友之一。她和她先生Miles都是我的情人。我非常喜愛她。
我們約在她家見面。我很愛她﹐但是去她家有點麻煩。她和Miles住在一個有高深圍牆和警衛的社區。每次去她家﹐門口警衛都要查我的ID﹐還要跟Betsy他們打電話確認。我知道警衛只是認真地做他們的工作﹐可是我經常去她家﹐難道警衛還不認得我嗎﹖
當我車子開上她家的車道﹐Betsy老早在等我了。我才剛停好車﹐她就迫不及待的直接跳出大門。我下了車﹐我們相擁﹐親吻。然後開她的車出門。每次我們出門﹐她總是堅持她要開車。我們先去吃午飯。我們到她最愛的一個意大利餐廳﹐離她家還滿近的。午餐後我們去 South Coast Plaza逛街。那是她最愛的購物中心。我們下午在那裡度過。她有錢﹐可是從來沒有大肆花錢。她在錢財上很小心﹐不過並不小氣。她和Miles總是對我很慷慨。我們是有買些東西。我買些衣服﹐她買了香水。
我們購物完了後﹐我們直接回她家。當我進入她家﹐她家感覺很大很空曠。她的女佣都是禮拜天放假﹐她的孩子們都在外州讀大學。我有點明白為什麼Miles和Betsy老是在家裡開狂歡派對。他們在這個大房子裡肯定覺得寂寞。我們購物了一天﹐很累了。她牽著我的手﹐到樓上她的房間。在她房間裡﹐她開始緩慢而性感的脫我的衣服。哈﹐開玩笑啦。整個下午的走路和購物讓我們累得很。那是還沒什麼力氣性交。我們是有脫光衣服﹐不過沒做什麼性愛上的事﹐還沒有 :). 我們其實是洗了個泡泡澡。很讓人放鬆的。我們躺在大浴缸裡聊天。是很舒服的。
洗完澡後﹐我覺得肚子餓了。我光著身體下樓去廚房做三明治。我常在她家光著身體走來走去。對我來說﹐並沒什麼太大不了的。當我在做三明治時﹐Betsy從我背後過來﹐抱著我。她赤裸的身體壓著我。我可以感覺到她身體的溫暖傳送過來。我轉頭親吻她。我們一直親吻。我轉身﹐滿滿的擁抱她。我們開始擁吻﹐我們赤裸的身體緊緊的相擁﹐我們的嘴脣和舌頭緊緊地相扣住。然後我的肚子發出飢餓的響聲。我們爆出大笑。我們轉身回到廚房流理台﹐我繼續做三明治﹐她的左手仍然擁著我的腰。我們開始吃飯﹐我們很快的解決了這些三明治。
晚餐很快的解決。其實外面天色還滿明亮的﹐不過我並不知道當時幾點了。在簡單的晚餐後﹐我們回到她的房間。頑皮的笑著﹐她拿出一些新的情趣用具。我們很快的擁抱對方。她的手指愛撫我的身體。她的脣吻我的私處﹐她的舌滑過我全身。她的私處好像花朵。胭紅的陰脣仿彿花瓣﹐我的手逗弄她的乳房。我的手指撥弄她的金髮。我的舌舔著她的私處。她的私處在我的手指和舌頭的愛撫下綻放﹐她的陰道如同花蕊般展露出來。我們性交了很長的時間。我們互相在對方身上使用各種情趣玩具。我們玩得很盡興。
We met at her house. I love her but I found that going to her house was a little annoyed. She and Miles live in a gated community. Every time I went to their home, the security at the gate had to check my ID and called them to confirmed. I know the security were doing their jobs, but since I went to Betsy's house a lot, don't the security ought to know me by now?
Anyway, Betsy was waiting for me when I pulled in onto the drive way. She literally jump out of the front door as soon as I parked. I got off my car. We hugged and kissed, then used her car. She insisted on driving every time we went out. We went to lunch first, to her favorite restaurant. It was a little Italian restaurant near her house. After lunch, we went to the South Coast Plaza. It is her favorite shopping mall. We spent the afternoon there. She is rich, but she never goes on a spending spree. She is careful, though not fugal, with her money. Though she and Miles are always generous towards me. We did get something. I got some clothing, and she got some perfumes.
After finished shopping, we went directly back to her house. When I entered her house, it was big and empty. The maid's day off is always on Sunday and their children were in universities out of state. I kind of understand why Miles and Betsy always have some wild party in their house. They must feel lonely in a big house. She held my hand and we both went up stairs to her room. In her room, she started to undress me slowly and sensually. NOT! Just kidding, LOL. We were too tired from the walking and shopping to having sex. We did take off our clothing but didn't do anything sexual, YET. :) We actually took a bubble bath. It was really relaxing. We were chatting. It was wonderful. After the bath, I was hungry. So I went down stairs to the kitchen to made some sandwich. I was complete naked. I did walk around naked in their house a few times before. It was no big deal to me. While I was making sandwiches, Betsy came in from behind, hugging me. Her naked body pressed against mine. I could felt her warmth radiated towards me. I turned my head, and kissed her. We kept kissing. I then turned around, fully embraced her. We started to made out. Our naked bodies held tightly and our lips and tongues interlocked. Then, my stomach growled. We burst out laughing. We returned to the kitchen counter. I resume making sandwiches with her left hand still holding my waist. We started eating. We quickly devoured the sandwiches.
We finished our dinner quickly. I didn't know what time was it, although it was still bright outside. After our simple dinner, we returned to her room. Smiled mischievously, she broke out some brand new sex toys. We quickly embraced each other. Her fingers caressed me. Her lips kissed my sex. Her tongue traveled my whole body. Her sex were like a flower. The red lips were like the pedals. My hands fondled her breasts. My fingers brushed her blond hair. My tongue licked her sex. Her sex blossomed by my fingers and tongue, her vagina were exposed like a flower bud. We had a long sex session. We used the sex toys on each others. We were having enormous fun.
Betsy在禮拜天早上打電話給我。Miles為了生意上的事﹐到日本和他弟弟開會。Betsy孤單無聊。她想要出門吃飯逛街﹐希望我能陪她。我很高興的同意。她是我最親密的朋友之一。她和她先生Miles都是我的情人。我非常喜愛她。
我們約在她家見面。我很愛她﹐但是去她家有點麻煩。她和Miles住在一個有高深圍牆和警衛的社區。每次去她家﹐門口警衛都要查我的ID﹐還要跟Betsy他們打電話確認。我知道警衛只是認真地做他們的工作﹐可是我經常去她家﹐難道警衛還不認得我嗎﹖
當我車子開上她家的車道﹐Betsy老早在等我了。我才剛停好車﹐她就迫不及待的直接跳出大門。我下了車﹐我們相擁﹐親吻。然後開她的車出門。每次我們出門﹐她總是堅持她要開車。我們先去吃午飯。我們到她最愛的一個意大利餐廳﹐離她家還滿近的。午餐後我們去 South Coast Plaza逛街。那是她最愛的購物中心。我們下午在那裡度過。她有錢﹐可是從來沒有大肆花錢。她在錢財上很小心﹐不過並不小氣。她和Miles總是對我很慷慨。我們是有買些東西。我買些衣服﹐她買了香水。
我們購物完了後﹐我們直接回她家。當我進入她家﹐她家感覺很大很空曠。她的女佣都是禮拜天放假﹐她的孩子們都在外州讀大學。我有點明白為什麼Miles和Betsy老是在家裡開狂歡派對。他們在這個大房子裡肯定覺得寂寞。我們購物了一天﹐很累了。她牽著我的手﹐到樓上她的房間。在她房間裡﹐她開始緩慢而性感的脫我的衣服。哈﹐開玩笑啦。整個下午的走路和購物讓我們累得很。那是還沒什麼力氣性交。我們是有脫光衣服﹐不過沒做什麼性愛上的事﹐還沒有 :). 我們其實是洗了個泡泡澡。很讓人放鬆的。我們躺在大浴缸裡聊天。是很舒服的。
洗完澡後﹐我覺得肚子餓了。我光著身體下樓去廚房做三明治。我常在她家光著身體走來走去。對我來說﹐並沒什麼太大不了的。當我在做三明治時﹐Betsy從我背後過來﹐抱著我。她赤裸的身體壓著我。我可以感覺到她身體的溫暖傳送過來。我轉頭親吻她。我們一直親吻。我轉身﹐滿滿的擁抱她。我們開始擁吻﹐我們赤裸的身體緊緊的相擁﹐我們的嘴脣和舌頭緊緊地相扣住。然後我的肚子發出飢餓的響聲。我們爆出大笑。我們轉身回到廚房流理台﹐我繼續做三明治﹐她的左手仍然擁著我的腰。我們開始吃飯﹐我們很快的解決了這些三明治。
晚餐很快的解決。其實外面天色還滿明亮的﹐不過我並不知道當時幾點了。在簡單的晚餐後﹐我們回到她的房間。頑皮的笑著﹐她拿出一些新的情趣用具。我們很快的擁抱對方。她的手指愛撫我的身體。她的脣吻我的私處﹐她的舌滑過我全身。她的私處好像花朵。胭紅的陰脣仿彿花瓣﹐我的手逗弄她的乳房。我的手指撥弄她的金髮。我的舌舔著她的私處。她的私處在我的手指和舌頭的愛撫下綻放﹐她的陰道如同花蕊般展露出來。我們性交了很長的時間。我們互相在對方身上使用各種情趣玩具。我們玩得很盡興。
Monday, September 7, 2009
Labor Day Weekend Adventures -勞動節的活動
Labor Day long weekend, the time for some freaky sex :) LOL
On Saturday, BBQ with Hector and his family. Well, actually, spent quality time with Hector first. I went to his house in the morning. Spent the entire daytime in his house having sex. Then went to his parents' house for family BBQ in the evening. A really embarrassed moment: his sister caught me butt naked in Hector's house. We had sex all day. Kind of forgot the flow of the time. Apparently his cellphone was off. So his sister came to got us. Except that we didn't know she was coming and she had a key to the house. Good thing we were finished by then or it would be even more embarrassed. Hector was in the shower when his sister came in. Caught me naked in Hector's living room watching TV. I was very surprise and startle. I immediately covered my body with my hands, and she immediately turn around, apologizing. I ran into Hector's room and putted on my clothes. Oh, she already knew about me and her brother and I am good friend with her. The evening was really lovely though. Hector's parents lived just around the block. His family all lived either in the same neighborhood or really closed by, within a few miles. I guess it's a Latino thing. Anyway, after Hector changed, we walked to his parents' house. His mom must think that I am Hector's girlfriend. Though Hector's siblings know about me and Hector (we are just fuck buddies.) His parents really like me and treat me really well, so we never bother to tell them the truth. Although I had a hard time communicated with them since they don't speak English and I don't understand Spanish. Either Hector or his sister had to translate for me. We had great home-made food, good beer, and good family and friends. It was a wonderful day.
On Sunday, I went out with Betsy, Miles's wife. She is one of my closest friend. Well, she and her husband are also my lovers. Miles was out of the town for business. We went out to eat and shopping in the afternoon. And had some “alone” time in the evening. She was wonderful, despite being a mom to two grown children, she managed to keep a slender physique. She is also very experienced. I love having sex with her.
Monday. Well, I played mahjong with my girlfriends and their significant others. Most of my girlfriends either married with children or in a long term stable relationship. We played mahjong all day. And chatting and gossiping. You know, girl stuff :) One of my girlfriends has two children, four year old boy and one year girl. Very adorable. I played with them all afternoon. So cute. This Labor Day long weekend end in a happy note with me winning some money on mahjong table :) hahaha.
勞工節長週末﹐奇特性愛的時間。哈哈哈。
禮拜六跟Hector和他家人一起烤肉。事實上﹐我先和Hector相處一天。我早上到他家。整個白天都在他家性交。然後傍晚去他父母家烤肉。一個很尷尬的場面﹕我光著身體在客廳看電視﹐結果被他的妹妹撞見。我和Hector整天性交﹐忘了時間的流逝﹐他的手機沒有開機﹐他的父母派他妹妹來接我們。只是我們並不知道她要來﹐而且她有Hector家的鑰匙。幸好當時我和Hector已經性交結束﹐要不然會更尷尬。Hector當時在洗澡﹐結果他妹妹進來﹐正好撞見我裸體在客廳看電視。我非常驚訝﹐嚇了一跳。我馬上用手遮住身體重要部位﹐她也馬上轉身﹐不斷抱歉。她老早就知道我和她哥哥的關係﹐而且我跟她還處得不錯。晚上倒是過得很好。他父母家就在巷口附近。Hector的親戚家人如果不是住在同一個社區﹐再不然離很近﹐只有幾哩路。這大概是老墨的文化吧。在Hector換好衣服後﹐我們就一起走路去他父母家。他媽媽一定認為我是Hector的女友。雖然Hector的兄弟姐妹都知道我們真正的關係 (我們只是性愛朋友)。他的父母很喜歡我﹐對我很好﹐所以我們就沒有跟他們說明真相。不過跟 Hector的父母不容易溝通﹐他們不會英文﹐我不會西班牙語﹐只能靠著Hector或是他妹妹當翻譯。我們那天很盡興﹐有他媽媽親手烹飪的美味家常菜﹐有好喝的啤酒﹐還有和藹的家人和朋友。
禮拜天跟Betsy(Miles的太太)一起出門。她是我最親密的好朋友之一。事實上﹐她和她老公都是我的情人。Miles為了生意上的事出遠門。我們下午就出門逛街採購和吃飯。傍晚回家後就“獨處”。Betsy很棒﹐即使是兩個已經成年的孩子的媽﹐身材還是保存的很好﹐穠纖合度的。而且她經驗豐富。我很喜愛和她性交。
禮拜一就和我的姐妹淘還有她們的先生﹑男友一起打麻將。我大部份的姐妹淘如果不是已經結婚﹐就是有固定的男友。我們整天打麻將﹐還有聊天﹐八卦﹐都是些女孩子的事。我一個姐妹已經有兩個小孩。一個四歲的男生﹐一個一歲的女生。非常的可愛。我整個下午都在跟小孩子玩。這個勞工節長週末以快樂的方式結束﹕我在麻將桌上贏了點錢﹐哈哈哈。
On Saturday, BBQ with Hector and his family. Well, actually, spent quality time with Hector first. I went to his house in the morning. Spent the entire daytime in his house having sex. Then went to his parents' house for family BBQ in the evening. A really embarrassed moment: his sister caught me butt naked in Hector's house. We had sex all day. Kind of forgot the flow of the time. Apparently his cellphone was off. So his sister came to got us. Except that we didn't know she was coming and she had a key to the house. Good thing we were finished by then or it would be even more embarrassed. Hector was in the shower when his sister came in. Caught me naked in Hector's living room watching TV. I was very surprise and startle. I immediately covered my body with my hands, and she immediately turn around, apologizing. I ran into Hector's room and putted on my clothes. Oh, she already knew about me and her brother and I am good friend with her. The evening was really lovely though. Hector's parents lived just around the block. His family all lived either in the same neighborhood or really closed by, within a few miles. I guess it's a Latino thing. Anyway, after Hector changed, we walked to his parents' house. His mom must think that I am Hector's girlfriend. Though Hector's siblings know about me and Hector (we are just fuck buddies.) His parents really like me and treat me really well, so we never bother to tell them the truth. Although I had a hard time communicated with them since they don't speak English and I don't understand Spanish. Either Hector or his sister had to translate for me. We had great home-made food, good beer, and good family and friends. It was a wonderful day.
On Sunday, I went out with Betsy, Miles's wife. She is one of my closest friend. Well, she and her husband are also my lovers. Miles was out of the town for business. We went out to eat and shopping in the afternoon. And had some “alone” time in the evening. She was wonderful, despite being a mom to two grown children, she managed to keep a slender physique. She is also very experienced. I love having sex with her.
Monday. Well, I played mahjong with my girlfriends and their significant others. Most of my girlfriends either married with children or in a long term stable relationship. We played mahjong all day. And chatting and gossiping. You know, girl stuff :) One of my girlfriends has two children, four year old boy and one year girl. Very adorable. I played with them all afternoon. So cute. This Labor Day long weekend end in a happy note with me winning some money on mahjong table :) hahaha.
勞工節長週末﹐奇特性愛的時間。哈哈哈。
禮拜六跟Hector和他家人一起烤肉。事實上﹐我先和Hector相處一天。我早上到他家。整個白天都在他家性交。然後傍晚去他父母家烤肉。一個很尷尬的場面﹕我光著身體在客廳看電視﹐結果被他的妹妹撞見。我和Hector整天性交﹐忘了時間的流逝﹐他的手機沒有開機﹐他的父母派他妹妹來接我們。只是我們並不知道她要來﹐而且她有Hector家的鑰匙。幸好當時我和Hector已經性交結束﹐要不然會更尷尬。Hector當時在洗澡﹐結果他妹妹進來﹐正好撞見我裸體在客廳看電視。我非常驚訝﹐嚇了一跳。我馬上用手遮住身體重要部位﹐她也馬上轉身﹐不斷抱歉。她老早就知道我和她哥哥的關係﹐而且我跟她還處得不錯。晚上倒是過得很好。他父母家就在巷口附近。Hector的親戚家人如果不是住在同一個社區﹐再不然離很近﹐只有幾哩路。這大概是老墨的文化吧。在Hector換好衣服後﹐我們就一起走路去他父母家。他媽媽一定認為我是Hector的女友。雖然Hector的兄弟姐妹都知道我們真正的關係 (我們只是性愛朋友)。他的父母很喜歡我﹐對我很好﹐所以我們就沒有跟他們說明真相。不過跟 Hector的父母不容易溝通﹐他們不會英文﹐我不會西班牙語﹐只能靠著Hector或是他妹妹當翻譯。我們那天很盡興﹐有他媽媽親手烹飪的美味家常菜﹐有好喝的啤酒﹐還有和藹的家人和朋友。
禮拜天跟Betsy(Miles的太太)一起出門。她是我最親密的好朋友之一。事實上﹐她和她老公都是我的情人。Miles為了生意上的事出遠門。我們下午就出門逛街採購和吃飯。傍晚回家後就“獨處”。Betsy很棒﹐即使是兩個已經成年的孩子的媽﹐身材還是保存的很好﹐穠纖合度的。而且她經驗豐富。我很喜愛和她性交。
禮拜一就和我的姐妹淘還有她們的先生﹑男友一起打麻將。我大部份的姐妹淘如果不是已經結婚﹐就是有固定的男友。我們整天打麻將﹐還有聊天﹐八卦﹐都是些女孩子的事。我一個姐妹已經有兩個小孩。一個四歲的男生﹐一個一歲的女生。非常的可愛。我整個下午都在跟小孩子玩。這個勞工節長週末以快樂的方式結束﹕我在麻將桌上贏了點錢﹐哈哈哈。
Friday, September 4, 2009
Had sex with a black guy on the first date -Detail -第一次約會就跟黑人上床的細節
Had sex with a black guy on the first date -Detail
Well, I decided to write down detail of my date with Dillon. How detail? Don't know yet. Definitely contain some adult contents, so be warned.
Dillon picked me up at my house near six o'clock. I had to raced back from work, showered, putted on make up, and changed into a nice dress all within an hour. I wear my black lace semi-transparent bra with matching panties. I felt sexy when I wear sexy under garment. I wore a white blouse with a knee-length deep blue skirt. I took a matching deep blue jacket with me just in case it was cold at night. He showed up in a nice black suit with matching pants. He looked great and very charming. Although it was difficult to tell a guy's age, I would said he is in late thirty to early forty. We went to a French restaurant. We had some great food and excellent wine. We also had great conversation. He was funny and witty. He was also very knowledgeable and interesting.
After dinner, he invited me back to his hotel room. I agreed. It was not too far from the restaurant. The weather was still pretty hot, so we didn't have our jackets on. My black bra must shown through the white blouse. While we walked from the parking garage to his room, he was holding my hand the whole way. It felt warm and good. After we were inside the room, he asked me if I want anything from the mini bar. I declined. I think I had enough wine. I was sitting on the couch, he walked toward me, sited on the couch, and started kissing me. I kissed back. We started to made out on the couch.
While we kissed, his hand brushed my hair. I love that. Although he kept rubbing my breasts, that wasn't good for me. For me, that felt just a little bit impatient. But I let him. Then, he started to unbuttoned my blouse. I held his hands to stop him. He, being a gentleman, asked me if I want to continue. I hesitated for a second, and said ok.
He continued to unbuttoned my blouse. With my black bra shown, he impatiently rubbed my breasts. I sighed lightly, my hands reached my back, and uncooked my bra. He looked at my breast and started licking my nipples. It felt good. Meanwhile, I unbuttoned and undress him. He was muscular with a toned body. I removed my blouse. Then he lifted up my skirt and massaged my thighs. His hands moved higher and higher with me breath louder and harder. Finally, his hands were on my ass. He rubbed my ass in a circular motion. I moaned. By this point, I was almost on top of him, with he licked my breast and his hands rubbed my ass. I moaned even louder. Then, he tried to removed my skirt but it was somewhat difficult to do with me on top on him. So I moved to the side for he and he started to removed my skirt. I was sitting there with only my black lace panties. I bet he can see my private through the lace. I moved on top of him again. He kissed me and rubbed my ass. I exhaled loudly and kiss him on his head. Then he removed my panties. I trimmed my pubic hair. He look at my private and touched my stomach. His fingers traced pubic hair to my private. I moaned loudly and he kissed me again, and fondled my breasts. Slowly, his fingers massage my private. I moaned and moaned. Every time he touched me, it felt like the electricity running through me. His fingers then got inside of me. I inhaled loudly. It felt great with his fingers were in and out of me. He kept going for a few minutes. I was very wet. Then, I unbuckled his belt. I looked down, he was “pitching a tent.” Huge tent, I might add. He then removed his hands from my private. I then kneed, removed his pants and underwear. I exhaled hard, loudly, and excitedly. His penis was big and thick. Fully erected, I held up his penis in both my hands. It was circumcised and clean. I leaned forward and inserted his penis into my mouth, intent on gave him blow job. His penis was so thick that it filled my mouth. I had a little bit difficulty moving his penis in my mouth. Though soon I adjust and used to it and gave him blow job. I licked his balls sacks. I like to lick guy's balls sack. He seemed to like it. I licked and sucked his penis and scrotum for a while. My jaw felt sore. LOL. Then, he lead me onto the couch. Before he was inside me, I asked him to put on a condom. He grumbled, but didn't protest. He lead me into the bedroom. He took a condom from a drawer and asked me to put it on. I did. I then lay on the bed with my legs spread. Holding my legs high, he inserted his thick penis inside me. Even though my vagina was wet, it still felt sore at first because he was big. It felt kind of weird. Sore, a little painful, yet good. I exclaimed in painful ecstasy. With the soreness subside after a while, the pleasure that his thickness brought was unbelievable. He also had incredible stamina. I had orgasms multiple times. He also ejaculated many times. We had sex in many different positions. We had sex all night long. Afterward, we showered together in his hotel room. I kissed him and his member several times while cleaned him. He then took me home. It was a great night with great sex.
When I remembered last night and wrote this post, memory makes me wet and horny. Though I have to admitted, my private is still sore. LOL.
我決定把和Dillon的約會細節寫下來。有多細節呢﹖還不知道﹐肯定有成人內容。先警告。
Dillon在大約六點的時候來我家接我。我必須在一個小時內趕回家﹐洗澡﹐化妝﹐換上漂亮衣服。我穿上黑色蕾絲半透明胸罩和黑色蕾絲半透明小內褲。當我穿上性感內衣時﹐我就感覺很性感。我穿白色襯衫上衣和及膝深藍裙子。怕晚上會冷﹐我還帶著一件深藍色外套。Dillon穿黑色西裝和黑色長褲。他看起來很帥氣﹐很有魅力。男人的年齡不好猜﹐我想他大概三十多到四十多之間。我們去一家法國餐廳﹐我們有美食﹐有美酒﹐更有有趣的談話。他幽默詼諧﹐而且很有知識深度﹐又風趣。
晚餐後﹐他邀我去他的旅館房間﹐我答應了。旅館離餐廳不太遠。天氣仍然很熱。我們都沒穿外套。我相信我的黑色胸罩一定會透過白色上衣而顯現出來。當我們從旅館停車場走到他房間時﹐他緊握著我的手。這感覺很好﹐很溫暖。在我們進入房間之後﹐他問我要不要從旅館的冰箱拿點酒喝。我不要﹐我想我已經喝很多了。我當時是坐在沙發上﹐他走向我﹐坐在沙發上﹐開始親吻我。我回親他。我們開始在沙發上溫存。當我們擁吻時﹐他的手撫弄著我的頭髮﹐我很喜歡這樣。不過他也隔著衣服揉著我的胸部﹐我不太喜歡這樣。對我而已﹐感覺他稍微猴急了些。不過我讓他愛撫我的胸部。然後他開始解我上衣的鈕釦。我緊握他的雙手﹐阻止他。展現紳士風度的他問我願不願意繼續。我遲疑了一會﹐然後同意繼續。
他繼續解我上衣的鈕釦。當我的黑色胸罩曝露出來﹐他有點猴急的揉著我的乳房。我輕輕的嘆口氣﹐雙手伸到背後﹐解開我的胸罩。他看著我的胸部﹐然後開始舔著我的乳頭。感覺很好。同時我也解開他襯衫鈕釦﹐脫掉他上衣。他身體飽滿﹐肌肉線條明顯。我脫掉上衣﹐然後他拉著我的裙子﹐愛撫我的大腿。他的雙手越摸越高﹐我的喘氣也越用力大聲。最後﹐他的雙手摸著我的臀部。他用圓圈的動作揉著我的臀部。我呻吟。在這個時候﹐我幾乎坐到他身上了。他的舌頭不斷的舔著我的乳房﹐他的雙手愛撫著我的臀部。我呻吟更大聲了。然後他試著脫我的裙子﹐不過我在上位﹐緊壓著他﹐並不容易解開我的裙子。我移到一邊﹐讓他比較好脫我的裙子。他脫掉我的裙子﹐我斜坐在沙發上﹐只穿著黑色蕾絲內褲。我打賭他一定可以透過蕾絲﹐看到我的私處。我翻身從新坐在他身上。他親吻我並且揉著我的臀部﹐我大聲的吐氣﹐然後親吻他的頭。然後他脫掉我的內褲。我修剪過我的陰毛。他看著我的私處﹐撫摸我的腹部。他的手指沿著我的陰毛一路摸到我的私處。我呻吟更大聲﹐他再親我﹐愛撫我的乳房。他的手指慢慢的愛撫我的私處。我不斷的呻吟。每當他觸摸我﹐感覺就好像電流穿過我的身體。然後他的手指插入我的陰道。我大聲的深呼吸。他的手指進出我﹐感覺非常好。他繼續愛撫我好幾分鐘﹐我私處變得很濕。然後我解開他的腰帶﹐我往下看﹐他下面已經“搭帳篷”﹐很大的帳篷。他從我的私處移開他的手。我跪在他面前﹐脫掉他的長褲和內褲。我用力的﹐大聲的﹐興奮的吐氣。他的陰莖又大又粗。完全的勃起﹐我用雙手握著他的陰莖。它割過包皮﹐乾淨。我身體往前﹐將他的陰莖塞入口中﹐打算幫他口交。他的陰莖粗到塞滿我的嘴巴﹐有點難讓它在我口中移動。不過很快的我就學會調整﹐也習慣了﹐就幫他口交。我舔著他的陰囊﹐我喜歡舔男人的陰囊。他顯然也喜歡讓我舔。我對他的陰莖陰囊又吸又舔了好一陣子。我下巴都酸了﹐哈哈。然後他拉著我到沙發上﹐在他進入我之前﹐我要求他帶上保險套。他低聲含糊的埋怨了一下﹐不過並沒有拒絕。他帶我進入臥房﹐他從抽屜裡拿了一個保險套﹐要我幫他帶上。然後我躺在床上﹐打開雙腿。他抬高我的腿﹐粗大的陰莖插入了我。一開始雖然我陰道已經濕了﹐還是會有點痛﹐因為他的陰莖粗大。感覺還滿奇怪的。酸﹐有點痛﹐可是又有快感。我在痛的快感中叫著。過一會﹐酸痛感消退後﹐他的粗大帶來了難以想像的快樂。他體力也很強。我性高潮了很多次。他也射精了幾次。我們變換不同的姿勢。我們性交了一整晚。事畢之後﹐我們一起洗澡﹐在幫他清洗時﹐我親了他和他的陰莖好多次。然後他帶我回家。這是個充滿美妙性愛的美妙夜晚。
當我回想昨晚﹐寫下這篇文章時﹐記憶讓我濕了﹐而且興奮。不過我承認﹐到現在我的私處還有點酸﹐哈哈哈。
Well, I decided to write down detail of my date with Dillon. How detail? Don't know yet. Definitely contain some adult contents, so be warned.
Dillon picked me up at my house near six o'clock. I had to raced back from work, showered, putted on make up, and changed into a nice dress all within an hour. I wear my black lace semi-transparent bra with matching panties. I felt sexy when I wear sexy under garment. I wore a white blouse with a knee-length deep blue skirt. I took a matching deep blue jacket with me just in case it was cold at night. He showed up in a nice black suit with matching pants. He looked great and very charming. Although it was difficult to tell a guy's age, I would said he is in late thirty to early forty. We went to a French restaurant. We had some great food and excellent wine. We also had great conversation. He was funny and witty. He was also very knowledgeable and interesting.
After dinner, he invited me back to his hotel room. I agreed. It was not too far from the restaurant. The weather was still pretty hot, so we didn't have our jackets on. My black bra must shown through the white blouse. While we walked from the parking garage to his room, he was holding my hand the whole way. It felt warm and good. After we were inside the room, he asked me if I want anything from the mini bar. I declined. I think I had enough wine. I was sitting on the couch, he walked toward me, sited on the couch, and started kissing me. I kissed back. We started to made out on the couch.
While we kissed, his hand brushed my hair. I love that. Although he kept rubbing my breasts, that wasn't good for me. For me, that felt just a little bit impatient. But I let him. Then, he started to unbuttoned my blouse. I held his hands to stop him. He, being a gentleman, asked me if I want to continue. I hesitated for a second, and said ok.
He continued to unbuttoned my blouse. With my black bra shown, he impatiently rubbed my breasts. I sighed lightly, my hands reached my back, and uncooked my bra. He looked at my breast and started licking my nipples. It felt good. Meanwhile, I unbuttoned and undress him. He was muscular with a toned body. I removed my blouse. Then he lifted up my skirt and massaged my thighs. His hands moved higher and higher with me breath louder and harder. Finally, his hands were on my ass. He rubbed my ass in a circular motion. I moaned. By this point, I was almost on top of him, with he licked my breast and his hands rubbed my ass. I moaned even louder. Then, he tried to removed my skirt but it was somewhat difficult to do with me on top on him. So I moved to the side for he and he started to removed my skirt. I was sitting there with only my black lace panties. I bet he can see my private through the lace. I moved on top of him again. He kissed me and rubbed my ass. I exhaled loudly and kiss him on his head. Then he removed my panties. I trimmed my pubic hair. He look at my private and touched my stomach. His fingers traced pubic hair to my private. I moaned loudly and he kissed me again, and fondled my breasts. Slowly, his fingers massage my private. I moaned and moaned. Every time he touched me, it felt like the electricity running through me. His fingers then got inside of me. I inhaled loudly. It felt great with his fingers were in and out of me. He kept going for a few minutes. I was very wet. Then, I unbuckled his belt. I looked down, he was “pitching a tent.” Huge tent, I might add. He then removed his hands from my private. I then kneed, removed his pants and underwear. I exhaled hard, loudly, and excitedly. His penis was big and thick. Fully erected, I held up his penis in both my hands. It was circumcised and clean. I leaned forward and inserted his penis into my mouth, intent on gave him blow job. His penis was so thick that it filled my mouth. I had a little bit difficulty moving his penis in my mouth. Though soon I adjust and used to it and gave him blow job. I licked his balls sacks. I like to lick guy's balls sack. He seemed to like it. I licked and sucked his penis and scrotum for a while. My jaw felt sore. LOL. Then, he lead me onto the couch. Before he was inside me, I asked him to put on a condom. He grumbled, but didn't protest. He lead me into the bedroom. He took a condom from a drawer and asked me to put it on. I did. I then lay on the bed with my legs spread. Holding my legs high, he inserted his thick penis inside me. Even though my vagina was wet, it still felt sore at first because he was big. It felt kind of weird. Sore, a little painful, yet good. I exclaimed in painful ecstasy. With the soreness subside after a while, the pleasure that his thickness brought was unbelievable. He also had incredible stamina. I had orgasms multiple times. He also ejaculated many times. We had sex in many different positions. We had sex all night long. Afterward, we showered together in his hotel room. I kissed him and his member several times while cleaned him. He then took me home. It was a great night with great sex.
When I remembered last night and wrote this post, memory makes me wet and horny. Though I have to admitted, my private is still sore. LOL.
我決定把和Dillon的約會細節寫下來。有多細節呢﹖還不知道﹐肯定有成人內容。先警告。
Dillon在大約六點的時候來我家接我。我必須在一個小時內趕回家﹐洗澡﹐化妝﹐換上漂亮衣服。我穿上黑色蕾絲半透明胸罩和黑色蕾絲半透明小內褲。當我穿上性感內衣時﹐我就感覺很性感。我穿白色襯衫上衣和及膝深藍裙子。怕晚上會冷﹐我還帶著一件深藍色外套。Dillon穿黑色西裝和黑色長褲。他看起來很帥氣﹐很有魅力。男人的年齡不好猜﹐我想他大概三十多到四十多之間。我們去一家法國餐廳﹐我們有美食﹐有美酒﹐更有有趣的談話。他幽默詼諧﹐而且很有知識深度﹐又風趣。
晚餐後﹐他邀我去他的旅館房間﹐我答應了。旅館離餐廳不太遠。天氣仍然很熱。我們都沒穿外套。我相信我的黑色胸罩一定會透過白色上衣而顯現出來。當我們從旅館停車場走到他房間時﹐他緊握著我的手。這感覺很好﹐很溫暖。在我們進入房間之後﹐他問我要不要從旅館的冰箱拿點酒喝。我不要﹐我想我已經喝很多了。我當時是坐在沙發上﹐他走向我﹐坐在沙發上﹐開始親吻我。我回親他。我們開始在沙發上溫存。當我們擁吻時﹐他的手撫弄著我的頭髮﹐我很喜歡這樣。不過他也隔著衣服揉著我的胸部﹐我不太喜歡這樣。對我而已﹐感覺他稍微猴急了些。不過我讓他愛撫我的胸部。然後他開始解我上衣的鈕釦。我緊握他的雙手﹐阻止他。展現紳士風度的他問我願不願意繼續。我遲疑了一會﹐然後同意繼續。
他繼續解我上衣的鈕釦。當我的黑色胸罩曝露出來﹐他有點猴急的揉著我的乳房。我輕輕的嘆口氣﹐雙手伸到背後﹐解開我的胸罩。他看著我的胸部﹐然後開始舔著我的乳頭。感覺很好。同時我也解開他襯衫鈕釦﹐脫掉他上衣。他身體飽滿﹐肌肉線條明顯。我脫掉上衣﹐然後他拉著我的裙子﹐愛撫我的大腿。他的雙手越摸越高﹐我的喘氣也越用力大聲。最後﹐他的雙手摸著我的臀部。他用圓圈的動作揉著我的臀部。我呻吟。在這個時候﹐我幾乎坐到他身上了。他的舌頭不斷的舔著我的乳房﹐他的雙手愛撫著我的臀部。我呻吟更大聲了。然後他試著脫我的裙子﹐不過我在上位﹐緊壓著他﹐並不容易解開我的裙子。我移到一邊﹐讓他比較好脫我的裙子。他脫掉我的裙子﹐我斜坐在沙發上﹐只穿著黑色蕾絲內褲。我打賭他一定可以透過蕾絲﹐看到我的私處。我翻身從新坐在他身上。他親吻我並且揉著我的臀部﹐我大聲的吐氣﹐然後親吻他的頭。然後他脫掉我的內褲。我修剪過我的陰毛。他看著我的私處﹐撫摸我的腹部。他的手指沿著我的陰毛一路摸到我的私處。我呻吟更大聲﹐他再親我﹐愛撫我的乳房。他的手指慢慢的愛撫我的私處。我不斷的呻吟。每當他觸摸我﹐感覺就好像電流穿過我的身體。然後他的手指插入我的陰道。我大聲的深呼吸。他的手指進出我﹐感覺非常好。他繼續愛撫我好幾分鐘﹐我私處變得很濕。然後我解開他的腰帶﹐我往下看﹐他下面已經“搭帳篷”﹐很大的帳篷。他從我的私處移開他的手。我跪在他面前﹐脫掉他的長褲和內褲。我用力的﹐大聲的﹐興奮的吐氣。他的陰莖又大又粗。完全的勃起﹐我用雙手握著他的陰莖。它割過包皮﹐乾淨。我身體往前﹐將他的陰莖塞入口中﹐打算幫他口交。他的陰莖粗到塞滿我的嘴巴﹐有點難讓它在我口中移動。不過很快的我就學會調整﹐也習慣了﹐就幫他口交。我舔著他的陰囊﹐我喜歡舔男人的陰囊。他顯然也喜歡讓我舔。我對他的陰莖陰囊又吸又舔了好一陣子。我下巴都酸了﹐哈哈。然後他拉著我到沙發上﹐在他進入我之前﹐我要求他帶上保險套。他低聲含糊的埋怨了一下﹐不過並沒有拒絕。他帶我進入臥房﹐他從抽屜裡拿了一個保險套﹐要我幫他帶上。然後我躺在床上﹐打開雙腿。他抬高我的腿﹐粗大的陰莖插入了我。一開始雖然我陰道已經濕了﹐還是會有點痛﹐因為他的陰莖粗大。感覺還滿奇怪的。酸﹐有點痛﹐可是又有快感。我在痛的快感中叫著。過一會﹐酸痛感消退後﹐他的粗大帶來了難以想像的快樂。他體力也很強。我性高潮了很多次。他也射精了幾次。我們變換不同的姿勢。我們性交了一整晚。事畢之後﹐我們一起洗澡﹐在幫他清洗時﹐我親了他和他的陰莖好多次。然後他帶我回家。這是個充滿美妙性愛的美妙夜晚。
當我回想昨晚﹐寫下這篇文章時﹐記憶讓我濕了﹐而且興奮。不過我承認﹐到現在我的私處還有點酸﹐哈哈哈。
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Had sex with a black guy on the first date
Just got back from the first date with Dillon, the black guy that hitting on me yesterday. I had sex with him on the first date. We had a nice dinner, nice wine with nice conversation. He was funny and witty and interesting. We had great talks. So when he invited me back to his hotel room (he is in Southern California for business), I agreed. We started to made out on the couch. One thing lead to another, we had sex. It was great. People are right about black guys and their size. LOL. When I removed his pants and underwear, I inhaled deeply. Dillon's dick was big and thick. It filled out my mouth when I gave him blow job. To be honest, it felt kind of sore when he entered me. But once the soreness subside, it felt great. And he got good skills and excellent stamina. I had sex with many black guys before, but this was definitely one of the best. Sigh, so satisfied.
剛剛才結束跟 Dillon的第一次約會﹐Dillon就是昨天跟我搭訕的黑人。我和他在第一次約會就上床。今晚我們有美食﹐美酒﹐還有美好的對話。他幽默風趣﹐談話又有內容又深度。跟他聊天很有意思。所以當他邀我回他的旅館房間(他來南加談生意)﹐我同意了。我們開始熱烈在沙發上擁吻和愛撫對方。然後我們上了床。跟他性交很美妙。許多關於黑人和他們的size的謠傳都是真的。當我脫下他的褲子和內褲時﹐忍不住深呼吸。他的陰莖大又粗。當我幫他口交時﹐他的陰莖塞滿了我的嘴巴。老實說﹐當他進入我的時候﹐感覺有點酸痛。不過當酸痛的感覺消退後﹐感覺就非常棒。他的技巧不錯和體力也很好。我曾經和不少黑人上過床﹐不過這次絕對是最好的之一。真是滿足。
剛剛才結束跟 Dillon的第一次約會﹐Dillon就是昨天跟我搭訕的黑人。我和他在第一次約會就上床。今晚我們有美食﹐美酒﹐還有美好的對話。他幽默風趣﹐談話又有內容又深度。跟他聊天很有意思。所以當他邀我回他的旅館房間(他來南加談生意)﹐我同意了。我們開始熱烈在沙發上擁吻和愛撫對方。然後我們上了床。跟他性交很美妙。許多關於黑人和他們的size的謠傳都是真的。當我脫下他的褲子和內褲時﹐忍不住深呼吸。他的陰莖大又粗。當我幫他口交時﹐他的陰莖塞滿了我的嘴巴。老實說﹐當他進入我的時候﹐感覺有點酸痛。不過當酸痛的感覺消退後﹐感覺就非常棒。他的技巧不錯和體力也很好。我曾經和不少黑人上過床﹐不過這次絕對是最好的之一。真是滿足。
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Why I post in both English and Chinese
Well, I post in English because I wrote my posts while at work. I don't have a Chinese input software on my work computer. I had to post in English. Besides, I do want to people to read my blog. I mean, what's the point of posting in a public place if I don't want people to read? As for why I post in Chinese. Well, it's my native tongue. I feel comfortable. Also, there are lots of things I feel more comfortable to express in Chinese. After I got home, I tried to translate my English post into Chinese the best I can. No worry though. The English and Chinese versions are similar. The differences being that I used more idioms and slang in Chinese that difficult to translate in English. Depend on time, mostly like I will do that for most of the blog entries.
我用英文寫是因為我是在上班時寫文章。公司的電腦沒有中文軟體。只有用英文。而且我想讓更多人讀我的文章。畢竟在公共的地方發文章﹐讓大家閱讀我的文章也是我的目的之一。至於還要寫中文﹐這是因為中文是我的母語﹐我用中文寫比較順手。而且有些東西用中文來表達比較能詞能達意。我是在下班回家後﹐儘量把我的英文文章翻譯成中文。中﹑英文版本十分相近。大概就是中文俗語比較難用英文表達﹐無法翻譯而已。看我的時間如何﹐大概以後大部份文章都會這麼處理。
我用英文寫是因為我是在上班時寫文章。公司的電腦沒有中文軟體。只有用英文。而且我想讓更多人讀我的文章。畢竟在公共的地方發文章﹐讓大家閱讀我的文章也是我的目的之一。至於還要寫中文﹐這是因為中文是我的母語﹐我用中文寫比較順手。而且有些東西用中文來表達比較能詞能達意。我是在下班回家後﹐儘量把我的英文文章翻譯成中文。中﹑英文版本十分相近。大概就是中文俗語比較難用英文表達﹐無法翻譯而已。看我的時間如何﹐大概以後大部份文章都會這麼處理。
Being Hitting On on My Lunch Break by a Cute Black Guy
While on my lunch break alone in a fast-food restaurant, a handsome black guy who sat next to me hit on me. He started a conversation with me. First he was polite and only talked in general topics like weather is hot, the wild fire is crazy ...etc. Then, perhaps I was friendly with him, or he saw that I kind of like him, he started to flirted with me. Compliment on my look and my outfit. I love guys compliment on my look. It's my weakness/turn on. He was cute with nice body, and he was funny and interesting. Besides, it is not like a girl got hitting on in a fast-food restaurant everyday. I like him. So I gave him my home phone number when he asked. Well, we will see what this leads to.
今天中午一個人去速食餐廳吃飯時﹐坐隔壁桌﹐一個帥帥的黑人跟我搭訕。一開始時還客氣的談些普通的話題﹐比如天氣啦﹐森林火災啦之類的。漸漸的﹐大概是我對他很友善﹐或者他看出了我有點喜歡他﹐他開始跟我調情﹐稱讚我的外貌﹐還有我的衣服。我喜歡男人讚美我的外貌﹐這是我的弱點﹐很能挑動我的情緒。那個男人滿帥的﹐而且體格很好﹐加上又幽默有趣。況且不是每天都有人在速食餐廳搭訕我。我喜歡他﹐所以當他問起時﹐我給他家裡的電話號碼。看看這會到哪一步吧。
-Update: He called tonight. We had a good conversation. He asked me out tomorrow night. A little impatient :) And I said yes.
-最新消息﹕他剛剛才打了電話給我﹐我們談得很愉快。他約我明晚出去。有點小小的猴急哦。不過我同意了。
今天中午一個人去速食餐廳吃飯時﹐坐隔壁桌﹐一個帥帥的黑人跟我搭訕。一開始時還客氣的談些普通的話題﹐比如天氣啦﹐森林火災啦之類的。漸漸的﹐大概是我對他很友善﹐或者他看出了我有點喜歡他﹐他開始跟我調情﹐稱讚我的外貌﹐還有我的衣服。我喜歡男人讚美我的外貌﹐這是我的弱點﹐很能挑動我的情緒。那個男人滿帥的﹐而且體格很好﹐加上又幽默有趣。況且不是每天都有人在速食餐廳搭訕我。我喜歡他﹐所以當他問起時﹐我給他家裡的電話號碼。看看這會到哪一步吧。
-Update: He called tonight. We had a good conversation. He asked me out tomorrow night. A little impatient :) And I said yes.
-最新消息﹕他剛剛才打了電話給我﹐我們談得很愉快。他約我明晚出去。有點小小的猴急哦。不過我同意了。
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
阿嬸 -Or A very cute five year old girl called me Auntie
下班回家後﹐懶地煮飯﹐去了一個常去的中國餐廳吃飯。在結帳時一個媽媽帶著一個可愛的小女孩排隊在我後面﹐那個小女孩大概只有五﹑六歲吧。在等找錢時﹐我看她可愛﹐就跟她用英文談起來。她媽媽大概是聽我用台語跟老闆娘說了幾句﹐就很驕傲的跟我說﹕”我們有教妹妹說台語哦。“然後媽媽就催促著小女孩﹐要她跟我說台語。結果小女孩用很可愛的稚嫩嗓音叫我”阿桑“大家當場很尷尬的愣在那裡。哎呀﹐超級可愛又超級討厭的小孩子﹐好了﹐我大概是妳媽差不多年紀啦﹐可是妳也不用這麼誠實吧。想當年我也是個青春無敵的美眉呢。看來今晚保養品要多塗一些了。
I am extremely tired today and too lazy to cook. So after I went home, changed and showered, I went to a Chinese restaurant that I frequently visit. After dinner, while I was at the counter to paid my dinner, a mom with a very cute little girl waiting in line behind me. That girl was probably five or six. While waiting for change, I started conversation in English with the little girl because she is so cute. Her mom, perhaps overheard I talked to the owner's wife in Taiwanese, told me that they taught the little girl Taiwanese. Then mom urged the little girl to talked to me in Taiwanese. The little in her cute and tender voice, called me "auntie." Everyone was ill at ease. Oh, mine. Super cute yet super annoyed little girl. OK, fine, I am probably the same age as your mom. But you didn't have to be so honest. I was once a young hot chick you know. I guess I will use extra facial cream tonight.
I am extremely tired today and too lazy to cook. So after I went home, changed and showered, I went to a Chinese restaurant that I frequently visit. After dinner, while I was at the counter to paid my dinner, a mom with a very cute little girl waiting in line behind me. That girl was probably five or six. While waiting for change, I started conversation in English with the little girl because she is so cute. Her mom, perhaps overheard I talked to the owner's wife in Taiwanese, told me that they taught the little girl Taiwanese. Then mom urged the little girl to talked to me in Taiwanese. The little in her cute and tender voice, called me "auntie." Everyone was ill at ease. Oh, mine. Super cute yet super annoyed little girl. OK, fine, I am probably the same age as your mom. But you didn't have to be so honest. I was once a young hot chick you know. I guess I will use extra facial cream tonight.
Facade - 假面
I blog about my life. This makes anonymity very important to me. I live a double life. I enjoy sex a lot, but have to keep quiet about it. As an Asian woman, I am expected to live a respectful, conservative life. For Chinese, premarital sex, especially promiscuous premarital sex is frowned up. Chinese are very conservative sexually. That's not to said we are pure and never done anything amoral. It is as much about being quiet as being a pure and moral person. It is consider a disgrace and “losing face” if I made the intimate details of my life well known. Well, not like everyone is telling everyone else about their sex life. But for me, I have to be especially careful not to reveal anything. Only some of my most trusted friends knows. Not even my mom knows what's going on. I have to put a respectable front. I pretend to be a nice, reserved Asian woman. I can't not reveal anything to my co-workers, some of whom I am getting alone really well, and my family and friends about my sex life. I prefer to keep that a secret. I am fearful of what my family and friends would think of me if they know what I did last weekend. Well, actually, they would think that I am a slut and my mom pretty much will disown me. My co-workers will laugh at me behind my back. I want to avoid that at all cost.
Come to think of it, even though American like to think that they are more liberal sexually, compare to Asian. They aren't. They are as much conservative as Chinese. They are the same when it come to being quiet and maintain a respectable facade. Perhaps that's the common for all male dominated cultures worldwide. I bet I won't have to hide if I am a guy. But because I am a woman, people, regardless of cultures and races, will label me “slut.” Well, that's for another topic.
I want to be honest without revealing my true identity. So there we go: Karen is my real name, Fow is not. Fow is an important name to me, which is why I choose that name as my Google account. My Chinese nickname is “Little Flower”, I used it as my twitter account Karen_Flower. Everyone else, their names have been changed, though everything else remained truthful.
我的文章都關於我的生活。這使得匿名對我非常重要。我過著雙重生活。我非常享受性愛﹐但是要保持低調。身為一個亞裔女子﹐我被期待過著受人尊敬﹐保守的生活。對華人而已﹐婚前性行為﹐尤其是放蕩的婚前性行為﹐是會被指責的。華人在性愛上是保守的。這並不是說華人很純潔﹐從來沒做過色情的事﹐對華人而已﹐靜靜的不讓人知道的做跟完全不做一樣重要。如果我的私生活細節被公開﹐那是會被認為是丟臉不光彩的。當然不是說其他人都隨意的公開自己的性生活細節。對我來說﹐我要特別小心不要公開。只有極少數我非常信任的朋友才知道。連我媽都不知道發生什麼事。我必須放上受人尊重的假象。我假裝是個乖巧﹐含蓄的亞裔女子。我不能告訴我的同事﹐不少同事相處得很不錯﹐我家人朋友也不能知道我的性生活。我寧可保存秘密。我害怕如果家人朋友發現我上週末做了什麼﹐他們會如何看待我﹖他們一定會認為我是個蕩婦﹐我媽肯定會跟我斷絕母女關係。我的同事一定會在背後嘲笑我。我會盡全力避免讓他們發現。
仔細想想﹐雖然美國人認為他們比亞洲人在性愛上開放。他們其實沒有。他們跟華人一樣保守。他們跟華人一樣﹐都要面子﹐要低調﹐保存一個受人尊重的假象。這大概是全世界男性主導的社會的同病吧。我敢打賭如果我是男的﹐就不用隱瞞一切。但是因為我是女人﹐人們﹐不論種族文化﹐都會把我貼上“蕩婦”的標籤。這又是另一個大題目了。
我想要在不公開自己身份的情況下誠實﹕我的本名是Karen﹐Fow不是我的名字﹐而是我生命中一個很重要的名字。所以就拿來當作Google的帳號。我的中文小名是“小花”﹐我拿來當作我的twitter帳號 karen_flower
Come to think of it, even though American like to think that they are more liberal sexually, compare to Asian. They aren't. They are as much conservative as Chinese. They are the same when it come to being quiet and maintain a respectable facade. Perhaps that's the common for all male dominated cultures worldwide. I bet I won't have to hide if I am a guy. But because I am a woman, people, regardless of cultures and races, will label me “slut.” Well, that's for another topic.
I want to be honest without revealing my true identity. So there we go: Karen is my real name, Fow is not. Fow is an important name to me, which is why I choose that name as my Google account. My Chinese nickname is “Little Flower”, I used it as my twitter account Karen_Flower. Everyone else, their names have been changed, though everything else remained truthful.
我的文章都關於我的生活。這使得匿名對我非常重要。我過著雙重生活。我非常享受性愛﹐但是要保持低調。身為一個亞裔女子﹐我被期待過著受人尊敬﹐保守的生活。對華人而已﹐婚前性行為﹐尤其是放蕩的婚前性行為﹐是會被指責的。華人在性愛上是保守的。這並不是說華人很純潔﹐從來沒做過色情的事﹐對華人而已﹐靜靜的不讓人知道的做跟完全不做一樣重要。如果我的私生活細節被公開﹐那是會被認為是丟臉不光彩的。當然不是說其他人都隨意的公開自己的性生活細節。對我來說﹐我要特別小心不要公開。只有極少數我非常信任的朋友才知道。連我媽都不知道發生什麼事。我必須放上受人尊重的假象。我假裝是個乖巧﹐含蓄的亞裔女子。我不能告訴我的同事﹐不少同事相處得很不錯﹐我家人朋友也不能知道我的性生活。我寧可保存秘密。我害怕如果家人朋友發現我上週末做了什麼﹐他們會如何看待我﹖他們一定會認為我是個蕩婦﹐我媽肯定會跟我斷絕母女關係。我的同事一定會在背後嘲笑我。我會盡全力避免讓他們發現。
仔細想想﹐雖然美國人認為他們比亞洲人在性愛上開放。他們其實沒有。他們跟華人一樣保守。他們跟華人一樣﹐都要面子﹐要低調﹐保存一個受人尊重的假象。這大概是全世界男性主導的社會的同病吧。我敢打賭如果我是男的﹐就不用隱瞞一切。但是因為我是女人﹐人們﹐不論種族文化﹐都會把我貼上“蕩婦”的標籤。這又是另一個大題目了。
我想要在不公開自己身份的情況下誠實﹕我的本名是Karen﹐Fow不是我的名字﹐而是我生命中一個很重要的名字。所以就拿來當作Google的帳號。我的中文小名是“小花”﹐我拿來當作我的twitter帳號 karen_flower
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