Adult Content Warning

Adult Content Warning
I added the adult content warning after re-read my post about rape. I found the post to be too detail and explicit. I have no intention to censor the post or water down the detail. I wrote down those parts in great detail, especially the part when the kidnapper forced me to give him oral sex and some parts about when they first rape me, because I want to be honest when I wrote the post. However, it will be in bad taste if I continue in great detail how they rape me the whole night, every position, every detail. I wrote about my ordeal not so some weirdos can have cheap thrills and get off. I felt like I HAVE to write down my story. The news that a girl been kidnapped and raped stirred up memory that has been ignored and suppress from my psyche. I don't mean "suppress" in psychological term. I didn't suppress the memory into my subconsciousness and my consciousness totally unaware of the rape. That's not the case. I remember the rape vividly, I just choose to avoid and ignore the memory. But after reading the news, I felt like I must wrote down my story that has been bottle up inside of me for so long. However, the language and the imagery are too raw and explicit. I do think an adult content warning is fair.

Updated on Sept. 13, 2009: I felt that the adult content warning is fair and, indeed, necessary now that I post about my sex life in explicit details. It is my life. I have a very active sex life and I am not ashame of it. I decided to shared my life's experiences. I want to do it in total honesty. I have no intension to water down the detail or censor myself. That made the adult content warning even more necessary now.